Wow sorry for the negativity in that last post… I’m just feeling insanely discouraged right now. But I cried and then I finally ate and Aaron and my bro watched Jaws with me so I’m feeling a little better. Everything is still super messed up and stressful, but I don’t feel like jumping in front of a train at this moment. Also I picked up more meds today so hopefully I can avoid thinking about that stuff soon.

Ugh.