This my dear friend (who I have no intention of drifting away from or abandoning) is called depression and is a big mean liar nestled in your head that needs a gentle PUNCH IN THE FUCKING TEETH BECAUSE DEPRESSION SUCKS. ilu <3

Maybe I need to be on a higher dose of stuff. T_T; I have a doctor appointment in a couple of weeks. 

Thank you. ;-; 

popcornfrommars reblogged your post and added: “Me: hey Aaron should we move to Texas? Aaron: it’s not the worst place…”

Texas has the BEST lightning storms *_*. Make me happy & thrilled & slightly scared every spring.Also definitely more diversity than Utah. Especially Utah “happy valley”. Nice to have exposure to a variety of views, even if I don’t agree with all of them here either.

OH YEAH AND YOU’re IN TEXAS TOO I ALMOST FORGOT

plus I am such a huge fan of thunder and lightning, like no joke it gives me life.

for ask meme: 2, 80, 72

2) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?

Sort of. Probably. Though it was more of a SQUISH than a crush. Like “holy crap this person is amazing and the best and I just want to BE THEIR FRIEND FOREVER” thing. I have never wanted to, like, KISS a teacher or anything like that. 

80) Are there any causes you strongly believe in?

Yeah? Yeah… but I haven’t been terribly good at being actively involved in anything. I donate to charities… and I try to recycle a lot… and not waste stuff… I guess I have more actual Opinions than doing anything useful. 😐 

Hopefully I can change that some day. Just have to figure out a way to contribute that is really helpful. Probably donating lots of money some day to something. LIKE HOMELESS PETS. And adopting moRE ANIMALS.  Or writing a book about an issue (like cancer!) and donating the proceeds to fund research! Spreading awareness?

72) Have you ever been in a physical fight?

No. Well, sort of no. I’ve slapped someone before (but they definitely deserved it), and I HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE like a “friend” PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE ONCE and there were other times where I’ve been bullied and pushed around… but I am just not a fighter type. I am a pacifist. 

Yay medicine and bananas??? And good listener doctoring!

YEAH!

My doctor’s theory is that the cancer stuff really messed up my body. So while I don’t have cancer anymore (yay!), I get to deal with the aftermath (boo). This mostly involves resetting and regulating hormones.

So far so good! And I bet it’ll get even better when I’m able to get those farrow wraps he talked about…