writing meme

Tagged by @seeingteacupsindragons – thanks! šŸ˜€Ā 

Rules: Post the last sentence you wrote in your story/piece of writing and then tag as many people as there are words in the sentence.

There was something about the dark, and having someone so close; an almost sort of anonymous intimacy that let you confess what you couldnā€™t any other time.

27 people? omg… uhhh

@mamodewberry @anyahatesbunnies @ociannecrinaeae …. idk many of you are writers, please do the thing, Iā€™m falling asleep ;__; everyone do the thing

somethinā€™ about Gab

Rules/Guidelines~ tag ten followers youā€™d like to get to know better! Ā Tagged by @littorella – thanks! šŸ˜€

Gender: fĀ 

Star sign: Virgo

Height: 5ā€²6

Sexuality: extremely demi

What image do you have as a wallpaper?:Ā  Official art of a young Viktor Nikiforov contemplating chocolates during a press conference while his coach, Yakov Feltsman, fields questions with great gusto!

Ever had a crush on a teacher? *cough* yeh maybe

Where do you see yourself in ten years: gosh I hope I am a published author/illustrator living somewhere other than Utah in 10 years plz for the love of

Coolest Halloween costume: I was a ninja turtle one year, that was the best

Favorite 90s show: Gotta be Unsolved Mysteries

Last kiss: This morning. Aaron gives me a kiss when he drops me off at the train station.

Ever been stood up?: Yes… by friends and clients and ugh

Ever been to Vegas? Yeah! Several times. Though Iā€™ve never been to any Vegas shows. Or stayed in any swanky hotels. Or pretty much done anything classically Vegas except for eaten at a couple buffets and walking the strip once (which was miserable). Iā€™m always driving through or going to anime conventions.

Favorite pair of shoes?: I only have two pairs of shoes… my nike sneakers and my dress shoes for work. Between those, I guess itā€™s the sneaks? :/ I really like flip flops, but theyā€™re terrible for my dry skin, so I donā€™t own any anymore.Ā 

Favorite fruit?: hmmm… bananas

Favorite books: Enderā€™s Game – Orson Scott Card, also the 4th TMNT graphic novel

Stupidest thing Iā€™ve ever done: uhhh… put all of our savings into buying a house when I knew that my boss at the time was acting kind of sketchy, probably? We still have not recovered from that, even all these years later. T__TĀ 

Tagging: anyone Iā€™m in a discord server with :VĀ 

Survey~

I was tagged by @historyonice–made – thank you šŸ™‚

Rules: Answer these 20 questions and then tag some tumblr folks you wanna know better!

Name: Melissa
Nicknames: Gab, Gabapple, Gabbins, Gabs, Gabbers, etc. etc.. all of theĀ ā€˜Gabā€™ names you can think of, really. I am also often called Conan, Hakuba, Haru, Shu… Ā šŸ™‚ I suspect that I may end up adding Viktor or Phichit to this list eventually, but Sam was my official nickname in jr high.Ā 
Zodiac sign: Virgo
Height: 5ā€²6ā€³
Orientation: Demi like woah.Ā 
Ethnicity: White like wonder bread. šŸ˜ Though, rumor has it that there is a tiny sliver of Native American in the family tree. It just wasnā€™t exactly ~*~ kosher ~*~ so there arenā€™t detailed records.Ā 
Fruit: Blueberries, bananas, strawberries… I like to mix them all together! :9
Season: Autumn, definitely.
Flower: Tiger lilies and carnations.Ā 
Smell: Fresh rain on hot grass.Ā 
Colour: I suck at answering this question. Mediterranean blue? Sage green? Crimson? Grey????Ā 
Animal: Probably dogs, unless I can say Moomins…Ā 
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate?: Ā Iced tea, vanilla/caramel lattes (hot or iced), and hot cocoa with ice cream in it are all great. :9
Average sleep hours: 4-6 hours.Ā 
Cats or Dogs: I have three cats right now, but I love both!Ā 
Favourite fictional character: So hard. Ashitaka from Princess Mononoke, maybe? Or Ash from Pokemon. Ender from Enderā€™s Game…Ā 
Ideal Trip: I wanna go back to England. Or to Disneyland. Going to a writing conference somewhere exotic sounds ultra amazing. The Big Sur trip was SO GOOD.Ā 
Blog Created: February 2011… wow Iā€™ve had this account for a long time…Ā 

Iā€™m tagging: eVeryone????? Hazel and Lemurcat and Bear and Yuki and etc please fill this out I am falling asleep

SURVEY of DOOM

Tagged by @popcornfrommars ! Hey thanks!

Rules: answer twenty questions about yourself and tag twenty people. If you donā€™t want to do it, feel free not to. Skip any questions that you donā€™t want to answer/feel uncomfortable with.

1) Favorite color:Ā I donā€™t even know. I am so bad at answering this question.Ā MediterraneanĀ blue? Crimson red? Sage green? Emerald? IDK MAYBE I JUST REALLY LIKE NINJA TuRTLES

2) Favorite songs: Kiss From a Rose (Seal), Kiss Me (Sixpence), Tigerlily (La Roux), Dream a Little Dream (The Mamas & the Papas), The Lionā€™s Roar (First Aid Kit), etc etc etcĀ 

3) Favorite bands:Ā The Beatles, Muse, Linkin Park, Fallout Boy, Depeche Mode, My Chemical Romance, Mamo, Sheppard

4) Country where I live: USA

5) Gender:Ā Female (though I tend to write in gender neutral unless Iā€™m going for a specific character/voice by default, whatever that means)

6) Hogwarts house:Ā Ravenclaw. Hey, I took the official test and thatā€™s where they put me.

7) Zodiac sign: Virgo.

8) Birthday: August 28th.

9) Cities I want to visit:Ā Anaheim (because Disneyland), plus all of the other cities with Disney parks, uhh… San Diego, Big Sur.. national… park… city, Tokyo, LONDON (again), Paris (wait I think thereā€™s a Disneyland there!), (oh wait thereā€™s one in Tokyo, too), Iā€™d love to go back to Texas and allĀ ā€˜round those parts again, and out in Raleigh, plus New York City… and somewhere in Canada… and I need to go back to Seattle soon… Ā IDK I love traveling but there are so few places that itā€™s kind of likeĀ ā€œTHE WHOLE WORLDā€ is where I want to visit!

10) Favorite place Iā€™ve been to:Ā This is hard. On the one hand, Disneyland. On the other hand: FFFFFFRIGGIN ENGLAND. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHH. It was so amazing!

11) Currently studying/working in:Ā Commercial Real Estate, of all things! Doing graphic design. Itā€™s so much fun!

12) Current lockscreen/wallpaper: I have Gengar on my phone and some naturey wallpaper that changes on my laptop.

13) What made you choose your url:Ā ā€˜Gabā€™ is taken everywhere, butĀ ā€˜gabappleā€™ isnā€™t. It comes fromĀ ā€œGab app/web/wizā€ from my days as a mod on a Pokemon roleplaying MUSH.

14) Ā Are there people from this site you would like to meet: Yeah!!! That would be awesome, and one of the best parts about going to conventions. I love meeting fans and making new friends!!!Ā 

15) Ā Will you talk to classmate in public?Ā When I see my coworkers out in the wild, I always kind of panic, but theyā€™re all so great. I love talking to them!

16) Last book you read:Ā Hmmm… Stephen Kingā€™sĀ The Bazaar of Bad Dreams, which is a collection of short stories. Iā€™m currently reading Hookā€™s Revenge by Heidi Schulz, which is awesome!Ā 

17) Favorite tv show: Thatā€™s hard. I never watch TV live, just binge watch on netflix/dvd/whatever. Right now, weā€™re rewatching Pokemon, so Iā€™m digging that a lot. I loved Stranger Things, and watched Lady Dynamite recently, which was also great… Scream Queens was fantastic, as was American Horror Story, and I love The Worst Cooks in America… IDK… Super 4?Ā 

18) What do you want to be when you grow up: A published author/illustrator who does book tours! And also works as a graphic designer at a commercial real estate firm, because I donā€™t expect to become the next JK Rowling…Ā 

19) Ā Favorite online shopping site: Amazon. PRIME SHIPPING YAH

20) Books or movies: JurASSIC PARK. TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES. Black Beauty. Enderā€™s Game. 101 Dalmatians. You donā€™t even know if Iā€™m talking about books or movies! !! It could be both!!!Ā 

Oh wait are they asking me to choose between them? Because I donā€™t think thatā€™s a fair question. I like it best when theyā€™re companions. Movies are my favorite, but a book does a lot of things that a movie cannot, and movies do a lot of things that a book cannot… as evidenced by my above answer there.Ā 

When you have a successful book and movie, you get the best of both worlds. It doesnā€™t matter if the movie is an exact replica of the book so long as it captures the spirit of the story; so long as itā€™s faithful to the heart of what really matters. If a story is really timeless, it can endure in different languages and retellings, adapting and morphing, bending, folding, changing here and there and still be in tact in essence. So itā€™s okay if the movie is different, as long as the director/script writer/etc understand said essence.Ā 

Then you can get that same feeling while getting multiple interpretations of the story, and better understand it, taking it in even more deeply…!Ā 

<3Ā 

Anyway what was I saying? Ā Oh right. Ā 

I TAG: @trypchangeling @anyahatesbunnies Ā and anyone else who wants to do this because Iā€™m pretty sure that most of my friends have already been tagged maybe???

stoled a meme

thanks to @amixedreality for encouraging anyone to steal

RULES: Tag 10 followers that you would like to get to know better. Ā NO RULES! Do this if you want!!!Ā 

NAME:Ā Melissa or Gab
NICKNAME[S!]:Ā Gabapple, Gabs, Gabbergabber, etc
STAR SIGN/ZODIAC:Ā Virgo
GENDER: Female. She/her. They/them.Ā 
HEIGHT: 5ā€²6ā€³ ~*~ so average ~*~
FAVORITE COLORS:Ā red (crimson), blue (mediterranean), green (sage, emerald), grey (cool range), brown (chocolatey), pink (very pale strawberry), orange (bright fruity)…Ā 
TIME RIGHT NOW: 10:39 PM MST
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP:Ā 3-6. 7 on a really good day.
LUCKY NUMBERS: 2, 4, 6, 12, 16, 24, 144 Ā (I really like even numbers)
LAST THING YOU GOOGLED:Ā ā€œhow to fix arm fatā€ (I found nothing useful)
NUMBERS OF BLANKETS I SLEEP WITH: 2-4Ā 
FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS:Ā Ender (Enderā€™s Game), Conan/Shinichi (Detective Conan), Haru (Free!), Indiana Jones, Kaneda (Akira), Shinji (Neon Genesis Evangelion), Ashitaka (Princess Mononoke), Raphael & Leonardo (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles), Ash (Pokemon), Marinette & Adrienne (Ladybug), Simba (The Lion King), Aladdin, Judy & Nick (Zootopia), Lupin (the 3rd), Hakuba (Magic Kaito), Ā Kotetsu (Tiger & Bunny), Light (Death Note), etc… I definitely have a type or two…

FAVORITE BOOKS:Ā Enderā€™s Game/Enderā€™s Shadow,Ā Black Beauty, The One Hundred and One Dalmatians, Ella Enchanted

FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS:Ā Muse… also the Beatles… I like way too much. Panic! At the Disco. Fallout Boy. Nickelcreek. Sixpence None the Richer. Taylor Swift (1989 was so good guys). Depeche Mode. Linkin Park.Ā 

DREAM JOB: Current job (graphic designer) + occasionally going on book tours and teaching at workshops/cons!
WHAT AM I WEARING RIGHT NOW: Baggy jeans, teal blouse thing, white tank top, fitbit
WHAT DO YOU POST ABOUT?Ā ā€œwah wah Iā€™m tiredā€Ā ā€œwah I hate writingā€Ā ā€œhere is a drawing of a catā€Ā 
DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS?Ā Yeah, but I donā€™t really post much… I reblog stuff to @icklegab mostly.
WHEN DID YOUR BLOG REACH ITS ā€œPEAKā€? IDK. It hasnā€™t happened yet! I hope.Ā 
WHO IS YOU MOST ACTIVE FOLLOWER?Ā  Maybe @lemurcat ?? Or @mamodewberry

WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO GET A TUMBLR?Ā idk I think people on a MUSH were talking about it.Ā 

DO YOU GET ASKS ON A DAILY BASIS? LOL no way. I got asks when I was doing my Hakuba or Conan blog, but this account gets basically no asks.Ā 
WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL? ‘Gabā€™ is taken everywhere andĀ ā€˜Gabppleā€™ is usually not.Ā 
RELATIONSHIP STATUS:Ā Married!Ā 
PETS:Ā 3 fat cats
WAKE UP:Ā w-what? Why??Ā 
CATS OR DOGS: Bothhh. Kitties are easier, though.
COKE OR PEPSI: That depends on what itā€™s for/with. Pepsi is sweeter than Coke, so I like it with really salty stuff (popcorn, potatoes)… BUT the biggest determination is if itā€™s cold or not. Cold = Pepsi. Room temperature = Coke.Ā 
DAY OR NIGHT:Ā Evening. Iā€™m crepuscular. Like a hamster.Ā 
TEXT OR CALL:Ā TEXT PLEASE. Unless youā€™re my mom. Then you can call.Ā 
CHAPSTICK OR LIPSTICK: Chapstick. I donā€™t even own any lipstick.Ā 
CITY OR COUNTRY?Ā Suburbia. City has restaurants and stores. Country has quiet and critters. I will be in the middle kthanks.Ā 
LAST SONG I LISTENED TO: An 8-bit remix of the Legend of Zelda theme.Ā 

18, 22, 39 :3c

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

Oh gosh, I think you know exactlyĀ who Iā€™d like to punch in the face. There are actually SEVERAL candidates, but you know the #1 choice. Not that I would EVER actually hit someone, but…Ā 

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

I uh… I donā€™t actually know. I tend to talk a lot, so you all know that I can cook, sing, draw, write, that Iā€™m a decent graphic designer, novice photographer, voiceovers,Ā ā€˜readā€™ people, etc… I donā€™t think that thereā€™s really much else to me. Uhm. Iā€™m good with animals…??? Wait I think Iā€™ve talked about that before, too.

I GUESS I DONā€™T REALLY HAVE SECRETS AND/OR TALENTS THAT ARE SECRET.Ā 

39. What type of music do you like?

Tons of different kinds, but I guess alternative pop rock is my jam?Ā 

1, 37, 47? I think I know the answer to 23 :3

1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?Ā 

Yeah, actually… once in a while. Which is always a weird feeling. It usually happens when Iā€™m super stressed out and will wake up in the middle of the night and itā€™s just… EXISTENTIAL CRISIS TIME!!!Ā 

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

Yeah! I used to when I was kid all the time. I think the last time I made one was a couple of years ago… and it was tiny.Ā 

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?Ā 

ā€œWas it worth it?ā€Ā 

23. What is one unique thing youā€™re afraid of?

*SCREAMS*

27, 45, 57, 62

27 already answered, so I will move up to:Ā 

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

My dad dying, but only if that meant he would get to come back. Otherwise, maybe… hmm… IDK, a lot of my horrible experiences taught me valuable lessons. Like not putting up with people who are going to be demanding jackasses with unrealistic expectations.Ā 

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

I would be much thinner. Not like, super thin… but likeĀ ā€œI could buy jeans at walmart if I needed to instead of online or at a plus size specialty storeā€ thinner. I would love to be a size 12-16… anywhere in there.Ā 

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

I drew a werewolf on the train last night. Not sure what happened to it…Ā 

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

K, probably. Or R.Ā 

25-30

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

Food, probably. Sushi. Mm. With Aaron, of course. Otherwise, Iā€™ll buy a bunch of art supplies that I may or may not use.Ā 

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

I donā€™t have any money until tomorrow, so I guess I should go somewhere with family… like Seattle or Missouri… so that I donā€™t starve to death. If I had money, though, Iā€™d probably go to… uh… London? IDK. Iā€™m too fat to enjoy Disneyland right now. :/ Otherwise Iā€™d choose THAT in a heartbeat!Ā 

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. ā€œBe brand-specificā€ it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you donā€™t drink booze thereā€™s something you can figure outā€¦ so whatā€™s it gonna be?

Mikeā€™s Hard Lemonade, obviously. Mostly because I canā€™t remember what that cider I had in London was called.Ā 

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

ā€œEveryone better clean up their own damn messes.ā€Ā 

29. What is your favorite expletive?

Iā€™m torn betweenĀ ā€˜dammitā€™ and the f-word. Which I canā€™t even write out, so you can probably guess how often I say it.Ā 

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Donā€™t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So whatā€™s the one thing youā€™re going to save from that blazing inferno?

Laptop. It has all of my Dangerous Cute print-res files on it. Though, I guess we have crashplan now… so that stuff would be safe… Ā I GUESS I should be responsible and get our binder of important legal documents- birth certificates, marriage certificate, tax information… kind of important, yeah.Ā 

for ask meme: 2, 80, 72

2) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?

Sort of. Probably. Though it was more of a SQUISH than a crush. LikeĀ ā€œholy crap this person is amazing and the best and I just want to BE THEIR FRIEND FOREVERā€ thing. I have never wanted to, like, KISS a teacher or anything like that.Ā 

80) Are there any causes you strongly believe in?

Yeah? Yeah… but I havenā€™t been terribly good at being actively involved in anything. I donate to charities… and I try to recycle a lot… and not waste stuff… I guess I have more actual Opinions than doing anything useful. šŸ˜Ā 

Hopefully I can change that some day. Just have to figure out a way to contribute that is really helpful. Probably donating lots of money some day to something. LIKE HOMELESS PETS. And adopting moRE ANIMALS. Ā Or writing a book about an issue (like cancer!) and donating the proceeds to fund research! Spreading awareness?

72) Have you ever been in a physical fight?

No. Well, sort of no. Iā€™ve slapped someone before (but they definitely deserved it), and I HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE like aĀ ā€œfriendā€ PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE ONCE and there were other times where Iā€™ve been bullied and pushed around… but I am just not a fighter type. I am a pacifist.Ā