my heart is in pieces
but I have no one to blame for this of course; I talk about nostalgia and depression a lot when it comes to music, how I ~can’t~ do it anymore because of the ~time and commitment~ I need in order to do music the way I want, but in the end I have everything I need and if I actually cared enough, I should have done so much more than mourning my loss while my piano dry up in a corner like a coffin to its sound