Month: January 2014

nukawinter:

@ gabapple, since my reply didn’t fit in the reply box ;;

Since I don’t think I can help out in any other way… if you ever want someone to talk to while on your art journey I’m always up for new art skype buddies c:

It can be as simple as semi-silence while drawing just to have company or the complaints against the physics of anatomy to something as abstract and exploratory as the concepts and application of color theory, line work and shit c:

Thank you

that sounds really awesome, actually

I need to reteach myself pretty much everything… and learn how to do stuff the right way… and force myself to draw things I don’t want to, like…

… backgrounds

and trees

gotta do speedpaints and focus on composition because let’s be honest I have been way too lazy

to do anything good

ever

camiechan replied to your post:catstorm26 replied to your post:so I need to write…

You need more gabkitty icons, should i make some for you?

NO

you already do too many things for me you sweet person you uigdhfsfa STOP

I need to stop being so freaking LAZY And make some of my own

and you know

update my stupid comic

with the 20+ strips that I’ve drawn that I just haven’t bothered to SCAN

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY LIFE

so I need to write this big post about commissions (getting them done) and refunds (for those who are done waiting) and making a spreadsheet to make sure I get everyone squared away and doing lots of art and taking a break from taking any new commissions so I can do a spiritual journey of learning to be better at art

but I also need to include the fact that I’m not going to be at furcon this week because I wasn’t able to get a table and our finances are screwed due to being robbed + me being sick for the last 4 weeks and missing lots of days at work pLUS debt collectors keep popping out of the woodwork like WHERE DID YOU COME FROM WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT No I don’t have $$$$ to just HAND YOU what do you think we are scraping by as is gosh leave me alooooononeneeeeee 

and I’m kind of scared to.. talk about it.. or anything… 

but not talking to people doesn’t actually help anything and it’s just going to make this worse and I already want to go hide under something because my comic site is STILL broken and everyone is so disappointed in me AAHHHghfjkrsafd

give me strength to own up to it and be responsible please I am so tired and I don’t have health insurance still sob I am about ready to actually say ‘yo doctor i’m way depressed plz help me to stop sucking’ but I cAAANNN’T

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