{"id":6362,"date":"2013-08-30T06:43:00","date_gmt":"2013-08-30T06:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/2013\/08\/30\/koizumiakako-youre-missing-the-part-where-i\/"},"modified":"2013-08-30T06:43:00","modified_gmt":"2013-08-30T06:43:00","slug":"koizumiakako-youre-missing-the-part-where-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/2013\/08\/30\/koizumiakako-youre-missing-the-part-where-i\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/koizumiakako.tumblr.com\/post\/59753019440\/whiteknighthakuba-she-didnt-want-him-to\">koizumiakako<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"image\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/adf5b5e314dd08ab6c787c12215ebdee\/tumblr_inline_msbya0rKn61rfip27.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;You\u2019re missing the part where I actually did like you, enjoyed your company, and allowed you to be closer to me than anyone has in a long time.&rdquo; She gritted her teeth and her volume raised significantly for the following part. &ldquo;I even let you see me in sweat pants for crying out loud! Do you know how many people have seen me in sweat pants!?&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p>It might seem silly to anyone else, but allowing someone to see her in that less-than-flawless state meant quite a lot to her because it meant trust.<\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;It was just as silly of me to go along with it longer than necessary just because of pointless infatuation. Do you want me to apologize? Because I won\u2019t. There isn\u2019t any point in it. What\u2019s done is done and your incessant need to wallow in the past isn\u2019t healthy.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"image\" src=\"http:\/\/media.tumblr.com\/bc1b315bcd970d73679f5b5e43f94dfb\/tumblr_inline_msbze1iiDA1qz4rgp.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;I know it isn&rsquo;t healthy. Neither is the alcohol, or the cigarettes &#8211; were you aware of <em>those?<\/em>\u00a0Or the double, triple workloads that I take on? The one night stands.. Hah! None of it is. I know that. You know that. More than anyone else, possibly. I&rsquo;m not proud of what I do. In fact, Koizumi-san, I&hellip;&quot;\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>He shook his head.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I appreciate what you&rsquo;ve tried to do. I&hellip; I just.. I don&rsquo;t understand. If you liked me so much,\u00a0<em>why<\/em> did you&hellip;? Why did you use me like that? Surely you know&hellip; Surely you&hellip; with&hellip;&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p>The detective&rsquo;s words trailed off as his gaze lowered to the floor, at a loss for how to describe what he felt.. mostly because he didn&rsquo;t know how to decipher it, himself.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>koizumiakako: &ldquo;You\u2019re missing the part where I actually did like you, enjoyed your company, and allowed you to be closer to me than anyone has in a long time.&rdquo; She gritted her teeth and her volume raised significantly for the following part. &ldquo;I even let you see me in sweat pants for crying out loud! [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[5114,76,1371,75,5115,5116],"class_list":["post-6362","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-oh-look-some-confessions","tag-ic","tag-koizumiakako","tag-rp","tag-that-hes-never-made","tag-to-anyone-else"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6362","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6362"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6362\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6362"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6362"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/whiteknighthakuba\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6362"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}