I\u2019ve seen like\u2026 one or two episodes of Yugioh. Man it was weird.<\/p>\n
As for tumblr, well\u2026 There is a lot of drama surrounding my interactions here, and I\u2019ve been reluctant to say much on the subject. Sufficient to say that the number of unanswered asks, unreplied-to drafts, and loose threads aren\u2019t great for my stress levels\u2026 but there were problems beside.<\/p>\n
Real life wise, there\u2019s financial trouble like problems with taxes and people turning on the spigot outside of our house while we were at work costing us $350 in utilities for some reason\u2026?? And my oldest brother was diagnosed with cancer and there are problems at work and my own health isn\u2019t super fantastic\u2026<\/p>\n
And I mean, there\u2019s all of that and the guilt and the stress and it\u2019s so much so that I don\u2019t even log onto skype most of the time because I can\u2019t concentrate and accomplish things\u2026 so I\u2019m trying REALLY HARD to just finish my novel so I feel worth while as a human being again, at least I hope? But I\u2019m so tired from the commute and work and constant obligations that most of what I\u2019ve been doing has just been cleaning my house and trying to learn how to relax\u2026 which is surprisingly difficult!\u00a0<\/p>\n
Though I really miss RPing. I do. And I miss you guys. And Hakuba still talks to me all the time in my head, I just\u2026\u00a0<\/p>\n
It was getting to the point where I was convinced that everyone here hated me and wanted me gone, eager to replace and forget about me. And that\u2019s probably just totally insane? And not healthy.\u00a0<\/p>\n
So a break and an attempt to accomplish some personal goals and work through some things. I\u2019m trying, I really, really am\u2026\u00a0<\/p>\n
But er, yeah\u2026<\/p>\n
tl;dr<\/p>\n
I log on and see that people have \u201cmoved on\u201d and that my drafts\/inbox are still full and start freaking out all over again.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Bad bad bad\u2026\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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