The Meaning of the Monocle

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Kaito sat back and looked over to Baaya. Wearing a sheepish grin and a laugh he got off Hakuba and offered a hand to him. “What’s this about a cake, Baaya-chan?”

Hakuba took the offered hand and got to his feet, dusting himself off afterward while Baaya answered the question, smirking. It was all too amusing for her, but she wasn’t the least bit surprised at what she’d walked in on. Well, other than that she’d heard yelling and harsh words, but she was well-aware that her charge was a passionate one, and his choice in guest was the same.

“Oh,” Baaya shrugged, turning around to lead them – if they chose to follow – to the parlor. “The Young Master wanted to bake a cake for his guest. He worked very hard on it.”

“Baaya…”  Hakuba ran a hand over his face, grimacing. “You really didn’t need to give that detail. And, ah, anyway, I need to lock up my room… I’ll catch up?" 

Bloody Moriarty

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Shinichi heard his phone chime and looked up from the research book. He slipped off his glasses and tossed them on to the desk along with the book and crossed over to the table. After rummaging through the documents he found it under the fifth file and above the autopsy photos.

A text? He swiped his phone keypad and unlocked it. An unknown number usually meant one of two things. His mother was using a payphone or a hotels or a certain thief that liked to send cryptic riddles and puzzles. Opening it he found that it was nether. Eyes narrowing he hesitated over the text bar.

[text]: who is this?

Alas, poor Shinichi; once Hakuba was out, he was completely out until well into the next morning. Friday found him with a cold, wet nose digging under his palm, then a tongue licking his face. He blinked, groggy, and pushed away from the wriggling dog with a half laugh, half whimper. “God, Twig, what the bloody hell are you doing?”

She responded by stretching out on her belly, front paws batting at his face while her undocked tail waved back and forth eagerly.

“You’ve been stuck in here all night, haven’t you? All right, all right… I’m getting up." 

It took him a while to get out of bed and dressed enough to take her outside, but soon enough he was in the back garden, relaxing on the bench next to the koi pond, checking the messages on his phone while sipping a cup of green tea. Although he didn’t intend to stay with his father long, it was at least nice that he still had staff around to make it for him. 

Kudou’s message confused him at first, but then he sighed. Right. It had been a pain to track down Shinichi’s number, but he’d thought it necessary. Perhaps he should have asked for it via email… but then, he did say that he would call. Kudou should have been expecting it.

[text] Hakuba Saguru. Apologies; I should have mentioned that earlier.

Hakuba glanced up from his phone and watched Twig sprint across the yard, then looked back at his phone, wondering if he should add anything else.

[text] It seems that I’m just as much a ferret despite having been retired.

The Meaning of the Monocle

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“I really do like you.” He mumbled and sat back. He was still leaning over the other as he watched him. Hesitantly he shifted forward just slightly so their noses could brush. Then he waited for Hakuba to moved. Either to move forward and complete the kiss or push him back.

In that moment, Hakuba found that he was holding his breath again, eyes on Kaito’s, so very, very close together. He liked him. Kuroba liked him. He was there. He could kiss him. They already had kissed. Rather, Kuroba had kissed him. It was exciting, it was brilliant, it was nearly so perfect. Yet still he hesitated.

“Kuroba-kun…” he said in a whisper.

There were so many questions left, so many very complicated factors and things to consider. And though his eyes closed halfway and he leaned closer, ever closer, he was still far too aware to lose himself completely– which allowed him to see Baaya coming down the hallway.

Hakuba straightened up immediately, hand moving from Kaito’s back to his shoulder as he grasped him, pushing him away with a little laugh, though he held on. “R-really, we should get to the parlor…” he said, eyes wide and face flushed. “Oh look, here’s Baaya now! Is the cake all ready?”

“…indeed it is, Young Master…" 

The Meaning of the Monocle

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Poker face. Those words were so special to Kaito. They were the last meaningful words given to him by his father. Over come he launched himself at the other and wrapped his arms around his neck. He couldn’t bring himself to say anything and settled in burying his face into Hakuba’s neck. There was too many emotions and so much more that could be said but he couldn’t find the words at the moment.

“Ah-ACK! Kuroba-kun!” Hakuba hadn’t expected that, though he wondered if he should have, nearly toppling over backward onto the floor. He pinwheeled, though, arms flailing, then managed to catch himself on one hand, putting the other around him as he laughed.

“Bloody hell, what’s gotten into you? First calling me a pest, then nearly tackling me?" 

The Meaning of the Monocle

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Kaito felt his heart go soft and he buried his face against his knees and sighed. Embarrassed he held out his hand for the other to take. His scarred, calloused, worn hands were his life and work. 
“I’ve liked you since high school. That first year you were there. I didn’t want to admit it at the time. Gods, I thought I had lost my mind but you were always there. A constant, irritating, wanted pest. I didn’t know what to do. So like a stupid little school boy I teased and poked at you just to get rise and see past that ridiculous mask you wore.”

He raised his head and looked at him and gave him his true smile. That lop-side, slightly fang, small grin that made his eyes closed and crinkle around the corners.

The detective laughed, quiet and awkward as he took Kaito’s hand instead of his shoulder in the end. Listening to the admission, he couldn’t help but blush all over again, wincing through his smile. He was touched… flattered, even, and definitely surprised. And, god, he loved that smile. Despite the nerves, he felt warm all over. 

“Ah, hey now… ridiculous mask? What are you trying to say?” Hakuba asked, squeezing his hand and putting on an exaggerated pout as he shifted to carefully sit down on the floor. “If you’re talking about my pokerface, well… god, of course I have to put on a professional front in school. It was the only way to survive.” 

Bloody Moriarty

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Shinichi jolted from the nap he was taking and stared at his offending phone. Case files and papers scattered about him like morbid flower petals of violence and death. His half touched coffee now cold and gross sat just behind his head on side table. More papers slid to the floor as he sat up and took his phone out of his back pocket. An email from Hakuba.

Sounds great. I’ll meet you then.

He hit the send and rolled back on to his side. Papers crumpling and complaining under his weight. He jumped when a pen poked him in the ribs. Offend he tossed it towards the desk and missed. Glaring at he snorted and curled back up with his back to it. After a few minutes he was snoring softly and ruining the cold case documents.

The flight was long; so much longer than Hakuba remembered. How did he used to make this trip so often back in the day? By the time he deplaned, he wanted nothing more than to take his medication and sleep until his meeting with Shinichi. God, his back hurt.

If it hadn’t been for Twig, he might have avoided asking for help despite the pain. Fortunately, wounded though his pride was, he still had some degree of common sense… and no desire to end up at a Japanese hospital. He remembered all too well how foreigners were treated. But, the Tokyo International Airport representatives were kind to tourists, and helped with Hakuba’s luggage after a brief conversation in which they were overly enthusiastic about his admittedly rusty Japanese. 

He tried, very hard, to not feel insulted by it. It wasn’t their fault that he was no longer really news in the country, and he did have an accent. Alas. 

Somehow, eventually, he made it to where his father was waiting – for once – and managed an awkward bow to the airport staff before letting the Superintendent General take over for him. Desperate to avoid awkward conversation, Hakuba feigned sleep in the car ride to the manor, and a little while later, found himself, finally, in his old bed.

The room was barer than he remembered, but it was comforting in a way. It hadn’t changed. And, really, if it weren’t for the corgi curled up next to him, it was just like those days when he used to lie there, waiting for sleep. Though, unlike before, he had medication to help with that now. Such nice, strong medication that eased the thoughts right out of his mind. 

Hakuba looked to the window, instantly reminded of Kaitou Kid. How often had he wished for him to visit? It was still bright out, only early afternoon. Kid still did heists… Perhaps he could…

No. 

No. He was not about to get wrapped up in that again. Instead, he strained for his phone and typed a message out to Shinichi. 

[text] I have, in fact, made it to Japan in one piece. Will Saturday still work for you?

Better. 

He closed his eyes and let the painkillers and jet lag overtake him, fingers threading lazily through the coarse fur on the dog’s neck. Hakuba was no longer a detective and had no reason to chase a thief. Not that he could, anyway. But discussing cases and Holmes with a fellow detective at a cafe? That was safe. 

Painful, but safe. 

The Meaning of the Monocle

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He peeked up and rested his chin on his knees. He was still red in the face, neck and ears but he gave Hakuba a side ways glance. His gaze traveled from his eyes to him mouth and Kaito had the urge to kiss him again. Still watching his mouth he spoke again. Alluringly , quietly.
“And you feel the same?”

That it wasn’t an answer to his question confused the detective, but he shook his head to refocus, then nodded. Which was likely even more confusing in and of itself. “Ah, I… I do, yes. I mean, wait.”  Hakuba had to pause to consider, restacking the information from what they’d both sort of more or less said and acted upon. Was he correct in his deduction, then? Scratch that, had he made a deduction just yet?

“What I mean to say is… yes, I’ve liked you for a very long time. Romantically, if you mean specifically, but the admiration has been there for ages. I thought… I thought that it was obvious for someone as keen and observant as you, and that your continued wariness of me was a clear sign of disinterest." 

He then sighed, reaching a hand for Kaito’s shoulder, head tilting in concern. ”…Also, how often are you going to end up crouched down like this because of me? It can’t be good for your injury.“ 

The Meaning of the Monocle

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Kaito observed him from where he stood. His anger completely gone now left him drained. So Hakuba liked him. He … liked …. In a matter of minutes his face was blood red and he was tipping backwards wide eyed in shock. Catching himself in mid-tip he crouched low to the floor and shook.

What had he done? Confess? But! He never liked the detective like THAT …. right? Squeezing his eyes shut he really had to focus on thinking about it. No …. he did like him like that. Had always liked him like that.

Somewhere in Europe his mother was so mumbling ‘I told you so.’

Hakuba watched him, blinking, and felt his ears turn pink. His fair English skin did little to protect him from the displays of embarrassment, and he stood there for a moment, awkwardly just watching him. Then he glanced down the hallway to see if anyone else had caught their conversation, but it all seemed deserted.

Too deserted. He groaned, fingers moving through his hair again. The staff probably all knew by now, and Baaya had always known. But what did that mean…? 

The detective swallowed hard, looking back down to Kaito. “Ah… K-Kuroba…” he said, voice soft as he stepped closer, moving to crouch down next to him. “Are… you all right?”

The Meaning of the Monocle

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Watching him with a blank expression he took Hakuba’s face in his and lean up to him. His mouth pressed and sealed against his in a kiss. For a while his stood there then he slowly let go and stepped back.  ”Like that. That’s what I meant.”

A kiss… Hakuba met it with eyes wide open in surprise, bright red color overtaking his cheeks once again. It felt, strangely, like the ground giving way just in front of you, washing away the crisp and curling snow in an avalanche down several thousand feet of sheer cliff face.

Feet firmly planted, the detective shivered, blinked, and breathlessly whispered, “Y-yes… yes, then. Like that." 

The Meaning of the Monocle

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His anger deflated like a popped balloon. Kaito blinked then narrowed his eyes at him. “Huh?”

Hakuba took a half step back, embarrassed as he dragged his hand upward into his hair, awkwardly scratching his head as he looked anywhere but Kaito. “I… I’ve had a crush on you since… god, since… and I, well… I…”  

He let out a breath, desperately attempting to collect his thoughts and force them into something more coherent. If he were giving a confession, after all this time, he’d better damn well do it right. Wait, was this a confession? What if Kuroba had meant something else entirely?!

“Assuming that’s what you meant? I mean, I of course care for you regardless, but I don’t want to be presumptuous…"