“Thank you, Yamashita-chan.”
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Do you prefer cats or dogs?
“Dogs! Definitely dogs. I’ve never had a cat, but I’ve had dogs all my life growing up, at least until I moved back to Japan. Golden Retrievers, specifically. They’re such wonderful companions!”
The most notes I got on was a post I made that reminded everybody that the premiere of Yugioh Arc-V is on April 6 in Japan. I have decided to RP crossovers with the Yugioh fandom which inspired me to write my crossover with Detective Conan and Yugioh. And what do you mean when you said you get an anxiety attack when you log on Tumblr?
I’ve seen like… one or two episodes of Yugioh. Man it was weird.
As for tumblr, well… There is a lot of drama surrounding my interactions here, and I’ve been reluctant to say much on the subject. Sufficient to say that the number of unanswered asks, unreplied-to drafts, and loose threads aren’t great for my stress levels… but there were problems beside.
Real life wise, there’s financial trouble like problems with taxes and people turning on the spigot outside of our house while we were at work costing us $350 in utilities for some reason…?? And my oldest brother was diagnosed with cancer and there are problems at work and my own health isn’t super fantastic…
And I mean, there’s all of that and the guilt and the stress and it’s so much so that I don’t even log onto skype most of the time because I can’t concentrate and accomplish things… so I’m trying REALLY HARD to just finish my novel so I feel worth while as a human being again, at least I hope? But I’m so tired from the commute and work and constant obligations that most of what I’ve been doing has just been cleaning my house and trying to learn how to relax… which is surprisingly difficult!
Though I really miss RPing. I do. And I miss you guys. And Hakuba still talks to me all the time in my head, I just…
It was getting to the point where I was convinced that everyone here hated me and wanted me gone, eager to replace and forget about me. And that’s probably just totally insane? And not healthy.
So a break and an attempt to accomplish some personal goals and work through some things. I’m trying, I really, really am…
But er, yeah…
tl;dr
I log on and see that people have “moved on” and that my drafts/inbox are still full and start freaking out all over again.
Bad bad bad…
Have you finally returned?
((Alas, no… I’ve still got things to take care of, and about every time I log into this account I get a terrible anxiety attack. It’s a mess. But I miss you guys, and I miss playing Hakuba. Hopefully we’ll come back soon, whatever that means.))
greatdetectiveofthewest replied to your post: “(YAY! YOUR BACK!)”:
we do miss you lots hun ^^
Thank you <3
Still not sure… maybe when my book is done? I have a lot of personal stuff to work through, and I’m pretty burnt out on most everything.
(YAY! YOUR BACK!)
(Sorry, no… still on hiatus. Thank you, though. <3)
How long will you be gone?
Not sure. As long as it takes to fix things, I guess.
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Heres a Valentine’s Day card for you! If you get it late, then that’s ok. — LOL thank you
[text] Hey Hakuba-kun! Since your from London, do you like the Beatles?
[text] Er, well, yes… I do like the Beatles but that has more to do with their musical talent than being from England.
I will miss you!
Thanks <3