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“Oi… aren’t you jumping the gun a little bit? I’m not dead yet…”

“Nor am I, though the powers that be seem determined to cement that as soon as they’re able. With this in mind, it may be best to plan ahead with the time that we have left.”

“…though, honestly, even speaking hypothetically of your demise gives me no amount of pleasure whatsoever. Ah, instead, let us speak more of what pranks you’ll play on Edogawa-kun. That’s a much happier thought, indeed.”

No no no. Nothing like that. Though I agree that how I stated it, it would come off that way. What I mean is that, Kuroba enjoys the company of people, and obviously you mean more to him then just another fan-girl… I am bad at these word things…

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“Ah, no… no, that makes sense, I suppose… I do hope that he feels that way. I am more than a fan-girl, after all. Er, and that is to say that I’m not only not a girl, but I’m more than just a fan…  Wait, no, I shouldn’t even be a fan of his, anyway, because he’s a thief and…”

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“…can’t I just be hopelessly in love with him, regardless?" 

kaitomagic:

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"I suppose karma is bound to catch up to us that call ourselves Phantom, sooner or later…”
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“As for haunt-pranking dear little Edogawa-kun… do you really think I’d do such a terrible thing?”

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”…yes, yes I do think you would do such a terrible thing. You’re ghastly to that poor boy. Which, I suppose, is appropriate as you’re a ghost for some reason… I’m still not entirely sure why, other than they don’t want me be to be a lonely spectre.“ 

kaitomagic:

The patterns on the ceiling were familiar. Textured scrapings of paint, put there intentionally to make it more aesthetically pleasing. The walls… they were familiar, too. He had spent a lot of time with them, this last couple of weeks… staring at them when he couldn’t sleep. Leaning against them for support when enough pain welled up to the surface again that his own legs could no longer hold him up. Hitting them when even that became too much. There were holes in the drywall that he’d have to explain whenever his mother came home again… but that didn’t really matter. All that mattered, right then, was that the sheets were still familiar, too. The fact that he could turn his head, move close to the pillow… and he could still smell him. Though it was fading with every day, he could still pick out the scent of soft cologne and earl gray… and the smell of his skin. Though the warmth was gone… and he knew it would never return. Just like the emptiness he’d never known was there before the detective had filled it would never recover from the loss and realization of its own inadequacy.
He’d always heard that there were worse things than death… and he understood what it meant, now.
Because he was the survivor.

Lonely Elegance || kaitomagic

kaitomagic:

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Incidentally, that thief was wondering precisely the same thing, albeit in different context, as he was dragged through an overly crowded room by the determined Aoko Nakamori. How had he let her talk him into coming to something like this? The place was crawling with lawmen, and he didn’t even have a target in mind for being there. No plans or ulterior motives to keep his mind occupied… so he was slowly resigning himself to a long, awkward night. At least the place was nice.

It was only when they reached the refreshments counter that Aoko finally released his arm to grab a plate, determined to gather some actual food for her father to cork in all of the wine he was ingesting back at their table and discourage him from adding more to the growing pool in his stomach. Ginzo Nakamori was usually reasonably responsible about his alcohol… but when encouraged or not at work, he didn’t tend to hold back much.

Kaito wandered along with the girl for a few minutes as she picked out the foods she thought her father needed most right then; salad and little sandwiches and slices of meat, frustration showing by her jerky movements and how quickly she managed to form a precarious mountain on that little plate. He could tell she had this handled… so he nudged her arm to get her attention.
“Oi, I’m gonna go find a restroom.”
“What? Oh, okay, sure…” She responded, before turning to face him with narrowed eyes, leveling a sauce covered serving spoon at him. “Just don’t go and disappear for the rest of the night again! You always do that!”
Kaito held up his hands. “I won’t! I’ll be back.”
“You’d better be!”
The girl smiled, then, before turning back to her task- and the way that expression slipped back down her face to form that hostile frown gave Kaito the willies. Her father was really gonna get it if he kept up this night’s antics…
He backed away a step or two before turning to start walking off in his own direction, not actually even looking for a restroom; he’d just needed to have a moment with his own thoughts. Or maybe it was habit that made him feel the need to break away and scope the place… take note of who was there, observe their activities, mentally mark down various escape routes. Whatever it was, he now had his moment of freedom, and he used it to wander idly through the similarly meandering and gossiping crowd of officers and their families. Tables being mostly claimed by said various family and coworker groups, Kaito found his way to the rather nice grand piano set within the room, the bench of which was currently vacant… and took the opportunity to fill it, straightening his dark suit before taking a seat, eying the nearly reflective pattern of white and black keys spanning the length along the front.

The teenager was completely unaware that one Saguru Hakuba was even currently in Japan, let alone at the same gathering he was now neck deep in. Perhaps this was for the best; Aoko would have been rather disappointed if he’d said no to coming along with her.

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It was the reflection of the other teenager in the darkened window that Hakuba first noticed; black suit trim and well-fitted to his form. He wore it well, the detective thought, though whether that was from his practice as an amateur stage magician or his moonlighting career, he couldn’t say. Not with proper evidence, anyway, though he suspected it was much more the latter. Ah, Kuroba Kaito… the teenage class clown and veritable thorn in half-brit’s side. Obnoxious during the day, untouchable at night. 

But what was he doing at the event? Ah- the Nakamori girl was likely the culprit. Those two were together from dawn until dusk it seemed; perhaps not by his choice, though he tormented her often enough that their budding romance was obvious. Not that either of them would admit it, no; that wasn’t the way of the Japanese teenager, was it? No… rather not. But still, they had something between them, and it seemed as though she’d brought him along as her date. 

Funny, that. A date. All invited guests had been permitted to bring one – encouraged, even. Hakuba had chosen no one. The only people he had interest in were off-limits for one reason or another. Out of his league, in another country, missing in action, or, like Kuroba-kun, his enemy.

Not that any of them would give him the time of day in the first place. He was the prattish foreigner; the know-it-all who got under everyone’s skin with his silver tongue and harsh wit. A mystery otaku with soiled blood. Which was well and fine. He had no interest in relationships or dating. Certainly not in Japan, anyway. No; once he accomplished his goal, he was going home. Setting roots would only make things more difficult for him later. As if he could trust anyone enough, anyway.

He pulled himself from the leather sofa and straightened his suit, brushing hands over the white fabric with a faint smirk of amusement. What had made him wear white that night? Surely not for Kuroba-kun, whom he calmly following after him to the piano, several steps behind.

Once the other boy was seated, Hakuba casually approached from the side, head inclined to regard him with curious interest. “Might I join you, Kuroba-kun?” he asked, shifting to sit on the bench with him with the assumption that he would make room. “I wasn’t expecting to see you here tonight." 

Lonely Elegance || kaitomagic

It was a party just like many that he’d attended; men and women dressed in formals, mingling, drinking, enjoying themselves. Unlike the usual affair, however, these were people that he was all too familiar with. A catered event for the police, even, with inspectors and traffic officers alike taking advantage of the open bar. On the one hand, this meant that the shop talk was at least remotely interesting to Hakuba. On the other, it also meant that he was dreadfully alone. Too young to really be part of them (and, really, several resented the fact that he was even involved in real police work), too familiar with their work to just go along as a guest.

Such was the life of the Superintendent General’s son, however. He took it in stride for the most part, finding a perch in a lonely corner to quietly observe while he drank his glass of champagne. It wasn’t the best he’d had, he thought to himself, swirling the pale liquid from side to side. The hors d’oeuvres left much to be desired, as well. Then again, this was just a formality; an event thrown together to make them feel appreciated. It wasn’t at all like the high class parties his mother put together on a regular basis, meant for those with money. This, as nice as the venue was, only had a large enough budget to make them feel like they had money. 

He sighed, reading the lips of those who passed him, taking note of skirt lengths, the kind of ties the men wore and how what knots they used, hair color, contact lenses on those who normally wore glasses, and so on. Hakuba checked his watch every so often, verifying the time between pocket watch and wrist, attempting to keep mentally count down the seconds in a little game of accuracy. Most often, though, his gaze was drawn back to the window and the cityscape below, wishing he were wandering rooftops, climbing damned ladders, feet pounding on pavement in hot pursuit of a culprit.

Cheek rested on the palm of his hand, Hakuba let his mind wander. Although he wore white that night, no one paid him mind so long as he stayed in the shadows.  Mm. White. Like a certain thief. 

I wonder what he’s doing right now… 

Muse (Fanfic)

This is another little side-story for the Epic Conan Fanfic (aka The Call of the Raven, written by Cloverkite and myself). As mentioned before, Kaito and Hakuba’s relationship isn’t the primary focus of the fic, so there are lots of little things like this that we’ve written that are just floating around. This one is one I wrote tonight for Clover (kaitomagic) as a sort of break, which I think was needed for all of us, muns and muses alike. It’s short, it’s sweet, and not the usual style for my DCMK stuff… but hopefully you’ll enjoy the fluff, anyway.

Muse

The days before Pandora were some of the best in my life. Best in our lives.

True, he was gone on the weekends more often than not. He had a lot of things to work out with Kudou-san, and that was understandable. I wasn’t about to get in their way, though I missed him a great deal of the time. But, that said, I was very busy myself. The renewed confidence that I felt in myself really made a difference in the way that I conducted business. With how I treated others, and how others treated me. My agent was floored. I had more interviews booked, and as I did them, I became more comfortable with slipping into my role in Japan. Things were not easy, but I worked hard.

We both did. And with every success, we celebrated each other. Every failing, we comforted, and celebrated anyway.

I had a lover. A boyfriend. Someone that I could depend on to be there. Someone I didn’t have to worry about. He was dedicated. I was dedicated. No questions. Not that I didn’t have my doubts from time to time… depression like the one I had wasn’t something that could just be whisked away in the heat of passion. Momentarily, perhaps, but it was deeply rooted. But he never gave up on me.

Days went by. We kept it a secret. Notes exchanged, significant glances. Brief, innocent touches in the hallway. We worked together as partners on projects when Aoko-chan (who, bless her heart, supported us every step of the way) would allow it. He acknowledged my presence. He knew me… better than anyone’s ever known me, and he loved me for it. I’ve never felt that before in my life.

It was difficult to rein in the affection. I felt so overwhelmed, at times, with just how much I felt for him… but our secret was important. Our secret kept us alive. Not only to keep enemies away, not just to keep society at bay, but because it added just a little bit of extra spark.  A little bit of intrigue that… was, honestly, just… fun.

There were times when we couldn’t wait until after school to sneak to one of our houses and tear off each other’s clothes. Everything was so new, so vibrant, it was never-ending discovery after amazing discovery and expression of… of all of the things that mattered in life. No; we didn’t make love in the broom closet at school. That would have been unsanitary. But we certainly shared heated kisses. We touched and fondled and explored and towed the line of what we could get away with. I know I got to class after lunch, sometimes, with hair more tousled than Kaito’s. The others wrote it off as my working too hard… but Aoko-chan knew better. Koizumi-san knew better. Hell, if anyone had bothered to pay attention to the red in my cheeks it would have been so obvious but everyone was so used to my being flustered that it didn’t matter!

And getting away with it was so… so fun. So thrilling.

I’d always loved heist movies. I’d always been so interested in the lives and workings of thieves and criminals, the chases, the teasing, the… well. It’s true what they say about the fox. They’re always on the run until they know when they’ve got the advantage. Once they learn your weakness, it’s all over. It’s just fun and games to them. Kaito had me wrapped around his little finger. Still does, in fact. I couldn’t be happier. Though now it’s more of a comfortable routine for us. Not that we don’t have our moments of spontaneity- we certainly do. How could we not, with Kaito being one half of the whole? But those days… young, foolish, reckless…

I’d never been like that before. It was a turning point in my life. I believe that was when the healing really began. And he… he gave that to me. Despite everything, he was willing to give me a chance. Was eager to love me, to take me on as part of his life in an official capacity. He wanted me. All of me. My past, my present, my future.

He’s made my life worth living. He is my reason. My passion. My inspiration.

Kuroba Kaito is, quite honestly, my muse.

And I love him for it.