Gluttony

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Hakuba waited in the corner of the parlor, eyes scanning the day’s newspaper, though he wasn’t actually absorbing any information. Jones had left about an hour previous with claims of ‘work to be done’ and ‘the wife expects me home for dinner.’ He did, however, promise that he would be back the next day to solidify the statement that they’d drafted. 

With his agent gone and Baaya spearheading the delegation of managerial house chores, Hakuba was left alone to wait. 

The messages hadn’t stopped. None of them were new to him; he’d seen them countless times before. Though he couldn’t be sure of the precise numbers, it certainly felt as though he had as many enemies as he had fans. 

“It’s to be expected, really,” he’d said to Jones over tea and sorting through the paper slips. “I’m not only just a… half-breed, but I’m direct competition for other, favored detectives. It’s only natural…”

“And given your advantage, father being in such a powerful position…”

“Yes, exactly. It’s just part of the territory. I never expected anything different, really.”

“Considering you came to take down Kaitou Kid, whom the population adores…

Hakuba laughed. “Yes, I suppose so. I guess I set myself up to be an enemy from the start, didn’t I? Rich, spoiled brat from London importing himself with self-important fanfair… Can do as he likes, being Daddy’s only son, intent on capturing Kaitou Kid and putting the other detectives to shame…”

Jones tilted his head at that but said nothing, opening another letter to fill the silence.

“It’s fine, really, Jones. I never intended to stay in Japan long. I haven’t even a chance of making it past rank six, even if I’m incredibly fortunate…”

The agent held up the enclosed letter and smiled. “Ah, look. This one isn’t hate mail! They’ve written here… well, wait, this is asking about arsenic poisoning. That’s not really either, is it?”

“No, not exactly. Please put it in the ‘to answer’ pile, I’ll get to it this afternoon.”

“I really ought to have these forwarded through my office first. You don’t really have time to be sorting through this, do you?”

“No, but there’s not really a more efficient way, Jones.” Hakuba took a sip of Earl Grey before setting it aside and turning back to his laptop, sorting through another chunk of email. “I need to be aware if someone is asking for help… or trying to get my attention for something time-sensitive. I’m not sure that your office can get to things in time, let alone know what they need to be looking for.”

“Hmf.” Jones shrugged, picking up the next letter from the pile. But then he dropped it back on top. “Why are you still here?”

The detective blinked once, then glanced away from the screen to the older man. “What do you mean?”

“Why are you still in Japan?”

Hakuba snorted and, shaking his head, went back to work, archiving another handful of emails. “I can’t exactly go home now, can I? I left with a bloody procession… They sent their champion teenage detective celebrity to capture the illustrious thief, and…” He sighed, smile tired. “It’s been months. I’m no closer to capturing him than I was in London.”

“What, is Kaitou Kid really that good?”

“Yes. For reasons that you couldn’t even begin to understand.”

Jones hummed at that. “I wish I was his agent. Do you think he has one already? Does he need one?”

“I believe he has plenty of PR help from the press already, free of charge.”

“Damn.”

“I’ll let him know if he asks, though.”

“Thank you.” Jones nudged the envelope open, glanced inside, then put it in the growing hate pile. “But really, is that why you’re here? Are you genuinely afraid to go home, defeated?”

“I expect that’s part of it.” The young blonde sighed, forcing a sad sort of quirk to his lopsided smile. “But you know, I’ve always been a glutton for punishment.”

“Don’t I know it.”

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Another snort. “Actually… I may have managed to make a handful of friends here. I think it will be quite painful to leave them when I do.”

Dear Baaya,

I’m sorry that I haven’t written much lately. Studies have been exhausting. I am well, but looking forward to summer holiday. Do you know if Papa is still on for Paris? I don’t think it will be the same if he is not there.

Pleasantries aside, I have a petition to make. Over the past couple of weeks, I have made the acquaintanceship of a certain older gentleman – an Irish Wolfhound, to be precise – and have found him to be a most agreeable companion. He has no collar, no tags, no ear markings that I can find. True, the majority of our conversations happen with the gate between us, but he is a dependable sort. He’s always there when I’m able to walk after supper. I bring him bread, as per our agreement, and he seems to like that I’ve begun calling him ‘Baron.’ 

(I almost called him Val Jean, mind, but as Bisclavret seems more apt given the breed, my decision is firm.)

I thought that, perhaps, in light of poor Sherlock’s fate this past summer, it would be appropriate to request that he return home with me at break. The estate does need a dog, after all, and while Baron is not a Golden Retriever, he is sure to be a fine hunting companion, which should please the uncles all the same. 

Please consider my request and campaign to Mum on my behalf.

Always,

S. James Hakuba

He ate alone. He studied alone. He sat, alone, on the hard wooden bench for morning prayer. He spoke to no one unless spoken to. Teachers were given exactly what was requested, no fuss. Fellow students were given aggressive eye contact and cold retorts. 

Most left him that way. Gave him space. Wary glances. Some were filled with pained sympathy, but he never noticed.

S. James liked being alone. It made it easier to hide. He didn’t have to lie about being okay if no one asked. Didn’t have to justify the limp in his step or the wince every time he put his back against the seat when he settled down for classes. 

He had no friends. He didn’t want friends. Not there. At first, he’d imagined that White Chapel Academy would be different. They were all supposed to be the intellectual elite for their age group, Certainly that meant more maturity. 

But, no. Just as had happened in other schools outside of Japan, ‘Saguru Hakuba’ became ‘Saggyroo Hakooba’ and that devolved into variations of ‘Sags’ and ‘Saggy’ which left the boy pleading with the administrators to make the change that they had suggested in the first place. S. James Hakuba would return, and S. James Hakuba would stay, for the duration of his time in the United Kingdom. 

This all happened within the first week. The other children would have gotten over it. Hakuba might have, too. Eventually. But in the brief window of time where he considered finding someone, anyone, to share his pain… he found no one that had not, in some way, hurt him. Namecalling, a bewildered glance, a brush in the hallway. Even the smallest offense was remembered.

Clearly, everyone at White Chapel hated him. And he hated them back. For everything. He trusted no one. Except for Baron.

On the weekdays, he met the milk-colored dog outside by the East Gate just after sunset. No one else ventured into the cold after supper; no one had a reason to. The free period they had was spent by the fires and in common areas, playing games, studying, chatting. It made his escape all that much more… fitting. 

He’d bring a slice of bread or a roll, whatever he would sneak into his coat pocket, and slip it through the gate to the dog. Then, as Baron ate, S. James talked. It was usually about what he was studying, but occasionally, he’d recount passages of his favorite books. It always turned to the thought of hunting in the end, though. 

“We’ll go to my uncle’s farm and you can chase the horses. I bet you’d like that, wouldn’t you, Baron? And when we go hunting in the fall… There are elk. And deer. You’ll get to stretch out your legs and give chase. And I’ll have someone to talk to when they’re discussing their wives and babies. Doesn’t that sound lovely?”

Baron sat and listened quietly to whatever the boy had to discuss, offering nods, hand licks, and nudges where appropriate. S. James removed his mittens to give him a good rubdown on his neck and shoulders, as far as he could reach. And although it was the only time he felt safe enough to talk, S. James compulsively checked the time every few minutes. 

Every evening he stayed with Baron until it was too cold to be out. Hands frozen, legs numb, he’d eventually say goodnight and head back inside, having never said what was really gnawing at him. But he couldn’t. He couldn’t. 

On Saturdays, S. James left the grounds. He wasn’t supposed to, but the adjoining cemetery’s fence had a gap that he could just squeeze through. Baron met him on the other side, and the two went on walks through the nearby woods, one-sided chatter accompanied by the crunch of snow under their feet. Although they never caught any, S. James always looked for rabbits for them to chase. He dug his fingers into the wiry hair to keep warm, and turned back only when it began to get dark. 

Some days they covered a lot of ground. Other days, it hurt too much to get further than just out of sight of the academy. Baron kept to S. James’ pace, and never complained when the boy leaned on him for support. Never chided when he’d wrap his arms around his neck, face buried against that woolly chest, and sob. He lapped at the tears, whimpered at the pain, and made sure that he was always at the gate when it was time. And there he’d wait, just in case the boy was delayed. 

Seven weeks they carried on, just like that. Gradually, walks in the woods continued on into dark, and then during the week. 

“We should run away, you and I. I bet we could make it back home if the weather gets a little better.”

Baron had no complaints about the plans. But then, he never did. 

No, he never did. He was even overjoyed to see S. James out on a Sunday, for the first time. The boy was crying, but that wasn’t necessarily unusual. 

“We’re leaving, Baron… we’re leaving tonight. I can’t… I can’t do… I just… can’t…”

The dog licked his hand. Reassured him. 

“We’ll… cross through the woods and get to the main road… then we just have to follow it Southerly.” Swallowing back another sob, he looked back at the academy in the fading afternoon, then nodded. This was their best chance. “Come along Baron, let’s be off." 

Baaya,

Please disregard my previous letter as circumstances have changed.

Always,

S. James Hakuba

Lust

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“He was very charismatic. Still is, actually. But as kind and jovial as he seemed, he had a fiery temper. Explosive. Violent. Reckless. Your best friend one moment, the next… throwing things across the room. Yelling. Yard stick in hand, ready to… ready to…”

They’d moved to lounge on the leather couches near the wet bar to drink, much to Hakuba’s relief, as the line of questioning had, once again, tread upon personal ground. The young detective took a long sip from his glass, eyes closing to appreciate the burn of the alcohol on his tongue, the vapors on the roof of his mouth. 

“What else can you tell me about him? About your interactions with him?”

“I… I’m afraid to admit it, but I can’t recall much from that time.”

Jones lifted the glass of scotch to his lips and took a taste, frowning as he considered what his client had just told him. “It’s going to be difficult to make any sort of press statement with this information, you know.”

“Yes, I know… but that’s why I have a professional spin-doctor under my employ, isn’t it?”

The man smirked. “Yes, I guess that’s true enough. But, really, Hakuba… They’re not going to buy that you just ‘don’t remember’ all of what happened. It sounds like a lie. Especially when you’ve stated in interviews in the past that you have a photographic memory.”

“Eidetic, actually. And it’s not exactly what you think.”

“Oh? What do you mean?”

“I’m able to recall certain… events and things in incredible detail, yes. Sometimes long strings of numbers, sometimes specific scents, smells, sounds. Usually it’s images and scenes that I remember in… intense detail.”

“Go on.”

“I don’t trust it. Not enough to make a firm statement one way or the other.”

“I thought you were all about trusting instinct and your human nature or whatever all of that existential stuff was." 

Hakuba sighed. "As a student of humanism, yes. As a detective, no. I don’t choose which memories are captured, and there’s no way to verify what is actually legitimate or not. Memory changes every time it’s recalled, colored by different perspectives of intent… or at least it’s supposed to. There’s not enough… data present to really check. The results are skewed as there’s no control, no outside perspective.”

“You’ve lost me.”

“Say, perhaps, that I’m on a case tracking a… a drug addict. I’m intending to give a standard investigatory survey, followed by specific questions regarding the case at hand.”

“All right… go on.”

“But as I’m conversing with him, I notice that he has a very particular tattoo- one that I’ve seen before.”

“Which helps you relate it to another case, right?”

“Precisely. While this is absolutely perfect for establishing relationships between cases, exercising pattern recognition of common threads, it also presents the problem of a potential trigger.”

“Are you talking PTSD or something?”

“Not exactly, but something along those lines in this instance. In my case.” Hakuba sighed again, turning the glass of scotch in his hand, watching the amber liquid wash over the ice. “With this tattoo, I would not only recognize the pattern and change my approach, but I might also be pulled from the situation, distracted, by reliving the instance where I’d seen it before. Excessively vivid. Every detail overwhelmingly bright and close. …Which may sound useful except that, if you recall, I’m currently attempting to grill a criminal.”

“What do you do to combat it?”

“Take excessive notes. I’m very meticulous about my records. Relevant time stamps, names, locations, and so on are written in my current blackbook, then transferred to my database. I’m not sure how the other detectives manage to trust themselves so thoroughly…”

“To be honest, it sounds a bit like you’ve got more than one disorder.”

The deadpan way in which Jones said it caught Hakuba off guard. He blinked, gently setting the scotch glass down on the table’s surface. “Ah. Well, I wouldn’t be surprised. Frankly, I feel almost certain that it’s all connected, somehow…”

Jones leaned forward again, looking Hakuba up and down, evaluating. “Are you taking any meds? Seeing a doctor at all?”

“No, no prescribed medications… and I do have a family doctor. He’s suggested that I take up hot yoga to manage the stress.”

“God, you in yoga pants.”

“I know. It’s humiliating.”

“So why aren’t you… seeing a therapist?”

“I might, once I’m eighteen.”

“Why wait?”

“Have you ever heard the saying that…  the less your parents know, the better you’ll get on?”

“No, but I can guess where you’re going with this.”

“Patient confidentiality. Independence. I’ll see about dealing with my alleged disorder then. For now, lists. Carefully constructed and maintained reports of cases, evidence, clues, situations, patterns, culprits, people-”

“Okay, yes, I get the hint. But you weren’t keeping those records at White Chapel, I’m guessing?”

“No… not until the end, I’m afraid.”

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He couldn’t remember all of the dates and times of the attacks. So much of those months blurred together in an uncomfortable fog, grey and bleak as the London dawn. The concrete details he could recall were patchy at best. It was part of why he hadn’t included any of it in his report for the police. Too vague, too personal.

Too dangerous. 

Hakuba slid his hand into his pocket and ran his fingers over the Master Watch again, taking hold to fish it out. He checked the time- 17:32:27 -then compared it to that on his wrist watch- 17:31:54 -then snapped it closed. He did it without thinking. The numbers stayed in his mind; digital, analogue, written out in English, Japanese, French. He would have written it down if it had been important, but it wasn’t. Its only purpose was to distract. 

He was anchored. 

With wide, worried eyes, James nodded his head, watching Father Ramson’s every movement and flicker of expression. Internally, he felt the confusion of conflict. Something wasn’t right. But he pushed it away, swallowing back his fear. Father Ramson was a man of God. He was required to do all that he asked. Surely, he would see that James Hakuba was a loyal servant. Not perfect, no, but…

“Give me your hands.”

James attempted to pull his head away from the man’s hand, but the priest held his chin firmly. Inwardly, he chided himself for his foolish fear and forced himself to calm, lifting his hands obediently as an offering to the priest, who took them in his free hand by the wrist.

Expecting pain – something often used as punishment in honor of repentance – the James was surprised when it didn’t come. Instead, he felt fabric under his small hands. The soft cotton of the priest’s robes.  James startled, drawing his eyes away from the priest’s face to see what was happening, but the man tightened his grip.

“No, James. Keep your eyes on me. I will guide you. ‘Wherewithal shall a young man cleanse his way? by taking heed thereto, according to thy word.’”

The courses that he’d been enrolled in at the time were a mystery to him, even now. He’d looked at the class schedule since, having kept the necessary documents for transcripts, but somehow, it never stuck. 

But he recalled the worn stone hallways, the drafty corridor, and the stained-glass windows that he’d stared through, memorizing each color and shape, the outline of the negative spaces. Hakuba could feel, so clearly, the rough cotton sheets of his bed, 200 thread count, off-white. The panic at realizing there were speckled blood stains. The scent of vinegar that lingered on his clothing and skin when he’d tried to hide it.

“Silence.” The priest’s kind voice was gone, replaced instead with anger of a tried patience. “Do you presume to know what is right and in accordance to God’s will more than I, Saguru James Hakuba?”

The boy pulled against the priest’s hands, throwing his weight into it. “No, but… Father, please! Lu-lust.. is… is one of the…”

The priest let go of James’s wrists the moment his other first connected with the side of the boy’s head. He hit the ground on his shoulder, uttering a cry of surprise and pain. Instinctively, he brought his hands up to cover his face, grimacing at the bruised skin at the site of impact.

“Are you really that arrogant, James? Your pride…”

James shook his head, curling onto his side in a fetal position. He had to make himself submissive before the priest. Had to show that he wasn’t arrogant or prideful. “No, Father… I’m sorry… ‘Teach me thy way, O Lord; I will…  I will walk in thy truth…“ He swallowed hard, forcing the words to come. "U-unite my hea-heart to fear thy name.’”

“Get up.”

The boy braced his hand against the carpeted floor and pushed himself into a sit, grimacing as the broken blood vessels under the skin made his muscles sore and tender. Shaking, he got to his feet again and stared at the floor, heart pounding in anxiety while he waited.

“Do not resist.”

James closed his eyes, then nodded.

It had taken approximately one minute and twenty-three seconds to undress him. He’d waited, naked and ashamed, for three minutes while the priest recited more scripture. Made more promises. Three minutes to stoke the fires of Hell. These details he thought he could recall with accuracy, though he couldn’t be sure. The Master Watch had been out of reach. 

Far easier to recall was the instructor’s coat closet. The scent of different fabrics- wool, cotton, polyester, fur -mixed with the fragrance of perfume, cologne, soap, oil, sweat. It was far enough away from the dormitories that the boy wouldn’t be heard as he crawled behind the heavy articles of clothing and sobbed against his knees. It was the safest place in all of White Chapel. Surrounded by the coats of authority, he allowed himself the muffled wails that were forbidden. It would have been impossible in those early days to be silent. 

The priest looked back at the fire and twisted the poker against the burning wood and coals, watching with calm interest as the tip began to change from the cold black to the glowing orange as the metal heated.  “You must understand, from an eternal perspective. You are destined for great things. The sooner we cull the weakness, the more sooner you will advance in your studies… the closer you will come to God. Come here, James.”

The boy tensed, hesitating before he came forward, stepping awkwardly over the piles of his clothes and his forgotten book bag. The priest pulled the poker from the fire and turned to face James again, gesturing to the floor.

“Kneel before God.”

James, eyes widening again at the sight of the weapon, stayed where he stood, shaking his head.

“KNEEL BEFORE GOD.”

Startled, the boy dropped to his knees, clenching his jaw hard, trembling. The priest circled him, carrying the poker as straight and still.

Saguru had been struck in the name of discipline before, but… never… never like… never with…

When the first blow came, it was hard and deep against his lower back. The scream that tore from him was one of shock first, and only after from the excruciating pain.

He’d never counted the scars. There was very little desire to. Most of the hits that he’d taken hadn’t left permanent marks, and of those that did, a great deal had faded over the past handful of years. The stench of burning flesh stayed with him, though, and it had taken four years for him to get close to the fireplace again.

The boy shuddered, huddled against the black, wrought iron bars of the fireplace. The soot and smoke soothed him only just so – he knew that he wasn’t dead, nor was he in Hell, for the devil wasn’t likely to have stained brick in his palace. Still, the pain was what it was. James gripped both of his arms with opposite hands, cheek pressed against the hot metal, waiting for the next strike. He knew that it would come – fast and hard, burning the naked flesh on his back. He knew that he would cry out, too. That the tears, welling in his eyes, would spill again if he wasn’t careful. He bit the inside of his cheek anxiously in a vain attempt to keep quiet.

“Fear,” Father Ramson said, “Is proof of guilt. Proof of sin. I’ve drawn it to the surface. And now… I will purge it from you.”

It lasted one hundred and twenty-three ragged, gasping breaths. Each one far to fresh on Hakuba’s mind at any given moment, no matter how many times he’d tried to replace them with something, anything else. 

It was tearing, aching pain. Deep and shattering. Mind-numbing, bright. The pain kept him conscious, his fear kept him aware. Capturing every minute detail of his descent into the beginnings of his own personal Hell.

Yet, for all of this, the only thing that Hakuba considered remotely useful data was the date of the first occurrence, which he was only able to surmise as that was day that his journal entries suddenly stopped. 

Pride

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“Are you excited, Saguru-kun?”

“Yes, Papa!”

“Okay, turn around again, I need to get another photo. God, the uniform is so darling, isn’t it?”

The boy turned around for his mother, arms out, heels together, smile broad on his rosy face. The little suit jacket had been tailored for him, and he had two others just like it, ready for his first year at White Chapel Academy – just three days away. 

“It is, dear.” Mr. Hakuba, as he was called then, chuckled and leaned back in the comfortable patio chair that he frequented on summer afternoons. “Son, you’ll remember to write to your mum, yes?”

Saguru nodded twice, each with conviction. “I will! I wonder how much free time there’ll be?”

Mrs. Hakuba – really, Marion to everyone, reached out to tug her boy over by the front of his jacket, adjusting his tie for the fourth time in the last twenty minutes. “The timetable seemed fairly full, but I can’t imagine that there won’t be time in the evenings. You’d better write to me, or I’ll be so cross!”

She pulled him close, kissed his forehead, then took his hand to gently guide him away and back into the grass. 

“I will, I will! I promise. Eeevery day. Just like the Beatles. ‘All my lovin’, I will send to you~ou!’”

“Hey! Wait a minute Mr. Postman-!”

Mr. Hakuba rolled his eyes. “You two. Honestly.” He was used to their song battles by now, but it never ceased to amuse him. Which meant that he was required to scowl and turn back to his newspaper. 

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“Honestly, Jones, I’m not certain how much I can really tell you about White Chapel. I’ve… spent a rather large amount of energy actively repressing the memories, you understand…”

“So you knew about what was going on?”

“Yes, I did. Though not at first. No, the first three months that I was there, everything had gone according to expectations and I was so engrossed in my studies that I… I’m afraid that I was oblivious.”

The man, another foreigner, leaned forward, coffee in hand. “When did you meet Sarah?”

“Oh, I… I’d seen her around, probably from the first day. But I didn’t know who she was until much, much later. Just another drab face in the dreary crowd.”

Jones laughed. “And here I was hoping for some kind of story to spin…”

“You would, wouldn’t you? But no, no… my relationship with Sarah was much more… distant than all of that.”

“Fine, fine. Back to White Chapel?”

“I was nine years old when I first started there. Again, I… I have some difficulty remembering everything from that period of time, but I do recall that I was terrified of being away from home – and Baaya, especially -and having to share living quarters with other children for the first time in my life. Yet, at the same time, I was thrilled that my instructors were good. Very passionate about the subjects that they taught. Exceptional, all of them. It’s a private school. I was fortunate to get in, what with the difficulty of the whole transcript mess…”

“What about your transcripts?”

“Oh, I did a bit of school hopping when I was younger. I was transferring from a Japanese school, though the rest of my transcripts were from a public school in Britain, which caused some confusion and delays in paperwork… I’m certain my parents used their influence to nudge things along, though they’ve sworn to me that it was by my test scores alone.Regardless, we were thrilled.”

Chuckling, Jones waved a dismissive hand. “Of course, of course… So where does your story begin in regard to the whole affair?”

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“I suppose it, like most things, began with… pride.”

“Pride?” Jones arced a brow, then waited.

“One of my teachers had… incorrect information. After having been there a semester and returned from the, ah, Christmas holiday, I’d grown a little cockish. My grandparents – on my mum’s side, of course – spoiled me with praise and I had so many stories to tell…" 

"Go on.”

“I called one of my instructors out on error in front of the the class. Sister Fairmore was understandably upset. Wrong, but upset, and asked to speak with me once class was dismissed. At which point, she advised me to meet with the Headmaster.”

“…Amos Ramson?”

“Yes, that’s correct.”

“Good God. Hakuba. You-?”

The detective stiffened at that, then forced a faint smile. “Father Ramson told me that mine was the sin of pride. Quoted scripure – Proverbs 16:18 – Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall. – and explained that he would work tirelessly to rid me of that vice.”

Jones hesitated several seconds before continuing, voice low. Cautious. “What happened then?”

“We discussed whether I should attend Oxford or Cambridge.”

“…Really?”

“Yes, really.” Hakuba sighed. “Jones, my name wasn’t supposed to be on that list. It’s inaccurate. I know what he’s trying to do, but it’s not going to work.”

“God, that’s a relief!”

“Indeed.”

“At least I can use that in our statement…”

“I’d rather we not address that particular issue at all, actually.” Hakuba cast a cool glance at his agent, who stared back at him curiously, perplexed. Waiting. With a sigh, he added, “…Out of respect for the others on the list. In particular Miss Brown." 

"I’ll take that into consideration.”

“It’s appreciated.”

Jones bit his lip, then set his coffee cup aside to put both of his hands on his laptop’s keyboard, adding notes. “So was that your entire punishment? No ruler, no hand slapping, no black box?”

“Oh, no… no, not exactly. Not from Father Ramson. His modus operandi was always the same – to teach us to kneel before God.

Letters

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“Hello? Oh God, finally…”  Hakuba stood next to the window in the drawing room of his father’s estate, phone to his ear, and glanced out into the drive. Only the grounds crew was there, busily tending to the lawn. “So what have you found out? My mother’s very upset, you understand. No, I really don’t know how they got our contact numbers; that information isn’t exactly public knowledge. What? Oh- yes… Go on.”

Baaya, seated close by, watched her charge eagerly, pen and paper in hand. The emails, phone calls, and text messages hadn’t stopped through the night. Thank god the post only came once a day. Although she didn’t want to admit it, she privately expected there to be an owl or two lurking out about the house. She’d have mentioned this to Saguru, probably would have gotten a laugh out of him, but he was in no joking mood. And how could he be?

White Chapel Academy was the common thread. White Chapel, Amos Ramson, Sarah Brown, and… Saguru James Hakuba. 

She’d seen him like this before. Countless times. It was one thing when he was just wrapped up in your regular, run-of-the-mill case of murder and mayhem, but once the media was involved, he was a nervous wreck. 

“Good God, you can’t be serious… No…” The detective sighed, switching the phone to his other ear, pacing back and forth in front of the window.  “Yes, I’m still here.” Hakuba lifted a hand to give the side of his face a weary massage. 

He sighed and leaned against the wall, eyes closed. 

“Look, you’re my agent, not a detective… I’m not asking you to. That’s my job… or another professional detective’s, but I do want to know what I need to be doing… What you’re doing… What? No; oh no, that’s not Avery’s style at all. I don’t think he’s that hurt over the arrangement. No… Certainly not for something this petty.”

Baaya wrote ‘ex agent? not that petty’ on her pad of paper, then looked back to Hakuba, frown fixed on her painted lips. 

“God, no. I need to call my father. I’ll call you back, Jones.”  Hakuba glanced at the front of his cellphone, then sighed. “Yes, just a few minutes.” After a few button taps, he returned the phone to his ear. “Sir?”

‘The Superintendent General,’ Baaya wrote, then watched the detective as the color drained from his face. Hakuba pulled the silver pocket watch that he kept on his person, glanced at the time, then slipped it back into place. ‘Master Watch.’ She studied him while he nodded, as if Hakuba Sr could see it over the line.

“Yes, I have information on the… yes, precisely. It seems that, ah, Amos Ramson is still campaigning for parole and, ah, released a list of names two days ago. Sarah Brown was at the top of the list.” He paused and let out a slow breath. 

“…no, I… I understand.  And, ah, Paris?” Hakuba frowned, hesitating. “Right. Of course. Understood, sir. Yes… yes. Goodbye.”

Without looking at his governess, Hakuba switched lines on the phone again to call, and stepped away from the window, motioning for her to follow. “Yes, Jones? Are you still there? Good. Look, I’ve got something I need to take care of so I’ll have to get back with you in, ah-” he glanced at the watch on his wrist, then compulsively pulled out his pocket watch again to verify the time.

“Three quarters of an hour, all right? Don’t make any statements.This could get very messy very quickly.” Then he laughed. “All right, fine, yes, it already is, but it… look, we’re just-  I’ll call you back.” He snapped the phone closed, put it away, and reached back for Baaya’s arm. 

“Young Master, what’s going on?”

“We’re on lockdown, Baaya… not permitted to leave the estate until this is taken care of. Dad wants us to stay away from the windows, so we’ll have to adjourn to the parlor. Care for a game of billiards?”

“Oh, I… suppose that would be fine, but, lockdown?”

“Dad’s been getting calls at the station. Nothing’s happened yet, herebut apparently mum’s car was smashed with a cement block while she was in a meeting… and there’ve been letters on taped to the front door. Here, and there. So he wants to take precautions.”

Baaya gasped. “And Paris?”

“Will have to be postponed.”

“What’s happening, Young Master?! Why are you being attacked?”

“Sarah Brown killed herself, Baaya. Yesterday afternoon in her flat in London. The list was leaked. And my name is on it.”

“What?! But how-?”

“It seems that Father Ramson has finally figured it out. Come along, Baaya. We’ve flights and hotels to rebook." 

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5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.

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“The best birthday… I suppose this is a question of relevant interest, time-wise, as my birthday is next week. Ah, let’s see. I got to drive my car for the first time on my 16th birthday… Ridiculous that I had to wait in the first place, since I bought it outright with my own money, but I suppose parents were never purported to be logical, rational human beings…

"Ah, but no. The best birthday was probably my 5th. My parents were still together then, and took me to Scotland for the weekend so that we could explore castles and – the best part – visit Loch Ness to look for Nessie. We didn’t find her, of course, but my mum and dad humored me the entire time and kept the film rolls readily supplied while I searched for evidence. God, as intolerable as they both are, they can be quite thoughtful sometimes." 

12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.

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"Oh, God, I’ve had so many nightmares in my life… Hm. The worst dream… I think it might be the one in which I went back to London on an ex-lover’s request, reconciled, and then found out that he was working for Father Ramson… God, I’d never…”

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.

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Guilty pleasures, hm? Do the scotch and cigarettes count? Actually, I’m going to go with the alcohol. I take great pride and pleasure in persuading bartenders to serve me as their customer, even though I’m underage. I know it’s wrong and it’s a little bit cruel, too… Most of them know by now that I’m affiliated with the police force, and yet… Aha, I sometimes go into it thinking of it as my own little ‘heist’ of sorts. Shameful, isn’t it?” 

39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.

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"Oh, so many things. The older I get and the more that I learn, the more I realize just how much I don’t know. Ah, I wish that I’d known that I’d be falling for my quarry, because then I would have planned my career and education goals out a little better.

"As it is, I have no idea when I’m going back to London at this point. Some days I want to toss my hands up and leave straight away. Other days, I consider trying to make it work here in Japan… find a good university, ignore the nationalistic attitude, and come to accept a less than stellar pay grade and rank despite my exemplary work. 

"I really don’t know how it’s going to turn out, but it’s left me in a precarious position. I have the rest of high school to consider, as well as my bachelor’s and master’s degrees to earn, which I’d hoped to do back home. Cambridge and Oxford. A paid internship with Scotland Yard. And here I am, going to some nothing public high school in Ekoda, Japan, chasing after a thief that may or may not feel anything for me but contempt.  

"…All right, that was a little unfair, I know. But I still wonder what I’m doing with my life. I suppose I wish I’d known that it was going to be so complicated so that I could have tried to prepare for it more adequately.”