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holy moly this is long let’s put it behind a read more.

As usual, I’ll move on to the next sequential number for ones I’ve already done. 

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.

Jurassic Park came out in 1993, a time when the Pioneer Crossing drive in was still around. My family loved that thing in the summer. Fun Friday night, get all of the kids into a double-feature for cheap, bring your own snacks + lawn chairs + snuggly comforters and pillows and plushes if you needed them. I have such fond memories of that time, before there was so much drama and everyone grew up and some of us grew apart… 

But, man, Jurassic Park… I remember being so crazy impressed with the CG, which I was incredibly picky about even then as a little kid. And drive in screens are SO HUGE so that dinosaurs were just GIGANTIC (as well they should be!). And we actually got rained on during the t-rex scene, though it was just a little bit of sprinkling so of course we weathered through it… gosh it was cool. Best ever. Movie magic, right there. *swooning sigh*

6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.

An ex friend of mine forgot that she told me she wanted to plan a big party for me until, like, the day before and got mad at me and told me to do it. I told her we could just go out to dinner instead and she was really upset. :/ I started planning my own parties from then on and just invited people. No more of that.

7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.

I’m really good at finding elements that I like about people/things, and I can talk myself into pretty much anything… but I’m afraid that it makes me seem insincere… and I have had people tell me that no one can be that nice/accepting/enthusiastic, so they can’t accept my compliments or feel like I’m trying to get something out of them when I just genuinely like complimenting people. :||| 

9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.

Uhhhmmm… people tell me that my hands are tiny and cute?????

12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.

IDK I’ve had a lot of horrible dreams. In high school especially, it seemed like every night I was having a dream where I was being hunted down, raped, and then murdered. I honestly don’t know where they came from… and it definitely did NOT help me want to go to bed.

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.

Maybe 10th grade? I was finally applying myself in school and getting good grades, doing tons and tons of drawing, roleplaying every day, discovering how much I loved writing, in a capella choir in school, had a couple of friends, an online boyfriend, saw my then-best-friend once or twice a month for fun weekend hangout binges, cooked a lot for my family, was exercising after school on my own terms, and was really really excited about the future. Good times. Very self-motivated, very productive. Lots of time to myself to think. Friends without a ton of social pressure. Worked part-time as a substitute janitor so got to explore the school at night, which was cool. I listened to a lot of Offspring, and learned about Commercial Art and why it’s so amazing.

I miss that. 

22: Talk about your worst fear.

Forgetting things, probably… Back when I had cancer stuff, I was severely hypothyroid a lot of the time, so there are these huge gaps in my memory, and that really, really freaks me out. Ever since, I have been prone to forgetting about stuff unless I’m really careful. I mean, I’ve always had attention problems, but not having a thyroid gland really does NOT help that at ALL. I’ll sometimes be talking to someone and forget what I’m saying halfway through and it just… ugh. No. 

I watched my grandma completely forget about everything over time when she was diagnosed with alzheimer’s… to the point where, at my dad’s funeral, she kept asking my aunt who died… that’s terrifying. 

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.

When we lived in Texas, there was this park just around the corner with a playground and this swampy area with huge bamboo shoots.. my brothers and I used to go and play there, but we weren’t allowed to go down near the water. My dad would cut down bamboo poles for us to fight each other with, though, since… you know, we were ninja turtles or something. It was rad. 

34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.

I’d say it was the cancer recovery because hyperextended neck and throat cut open holy shit but no I’mma go with ovarian cyst rupture in high school where I was rolling on the floor, vomiting from how bad the pain was, and not even lortab touched it. I just had to wait it out. That sucked. 

37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.

I had this internet boyfriend from Canada that always made fun of and corrected my spelling/grammar (which is probably why I’m okay at it now, honestly), and forced me into debates about my religious beliefs and stuff all the time. He was a smart guy who got into a fancy liberal college at 16, so it was all sorts of ego and I think he liked that I was so willing to jump through hoops for him. I don’t know why I was so desperate for his approval, but I was. 

I studied hard to get better at writing so he wouldn’t be embarrassed by me, and I did a SHIT TON of research about my opinions on all things ethics so that I could match his debates… all while he talked about all of these girls he kept seeing around campus that he really wanted to date and whining to me that they weren’t interesting and I wasn’t allowed to feel upset about it because he agreed to be my boyfriend as long as we both remained “objective” about the fact that it was long distance and the chances of us actually being together were slim, so we should take any opportunity to date in RL if it came up.

But man. After I helped him through several tough rejections from other girls, he decided he really did like me and talked about how we should meet in person and how he really wanted to kiss me and I was struck by the fact that I thought that was really gross and I DID NOT WANT TO KISS HIM NO SIR.

And the only time he ever seemed to show approval was when I was willing to compromise my own feelings for whatever he wanted. I remember one of the only times he told me that he loved me first was when he asked if having kids some day was a requirement, and I said “well I really want kids, but that would be something that would have to be mutually decided on between me and whoever I marry” and he was like “I love you” and I was just like :/ 

Soon after, he asked me to give him an ego stroke (like literally, he asked me to compliment him a bunch so that he could feel even cooler about himself that day, I guess he was having fun), and after I came up with a list of objective qualities (because he was always very picky about the compliments I was allowed to give to him; they had to be just so), he asked if there was any reason why I wouldn’t want to be with him forever and

uh

I dumped him

oops.

3: Talk about the person for which you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings.

COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THAN THE AFOREMENTIONED PERSON IS AARON, that guy that I totally married and have been with forever and he is just amazing okay like

During the whole cancer thing people were all “omg what are you going to do about your boyfriend” and I was all ??? and they said “Well people don’t want to stay with someone who has cancer!” and then Aaron was like “WTF??? I’M NOT GOING TO BREAK UP WITH HER BECAUSE SHE HAS CANCER WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU” and so on

like the notion, to him, was completely absurd.

He is the best person in the entire world and I love him to bits and pieces and aahhh <3 <3 <3 <3 such a cutie and so smart and he gets all embarrassed when I compliment him and he does things like go to the store to get something and also get a little thing of peanut butter m&ms because he knows that I like them but I almost never ever buy candy for myself 

and he’ll wear the Detective Conan shirt that I bought him and he won’t even be embarrassed

AND AND AND

WHEN HE GETS A CAN OF SODA he almost ALWAYS puts it against my cheek because he knows I think it’s SO CUTE that Shinichi does that to Ran and then he always laughs at me when I squeak because it’s COLD and he is just so amused and 

omfg <3 

yeah anyway <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ahhh feels

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11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.

Most of my dreams are weird and/or nightmares, but there was this one dream that I had in my junior year of high school where my little brother and I were traveling together covertly to escape from religious persecution (???) and ended up in ancient Jerusalem… at which point, like, I ran into Jesus and he basically told me that I was gonna be okay. Which… is really weird feeling for me to be telling people about but it sure stands out even after all of this time. I guess it was just really nice and comforting. 

And I’m serious that most of my dreams are nightmareish. I guess even in that dream, there were people trying to kill us, so… … … yeah. Why am I always being hunted?

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.

Neon Genesis Evangelion.

don’t talk to me.

38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.

Everyone’s got a different sort of song-feel to them for me. Sometimes it takes a really long time to pick up on what it is. That said, I don’t really want to name names because I know too many people and their songs. 8) SO INSTEAD I’m going to pick some of my muses and list ONE song that I have on their individual playlists: 

Hakuba: J’y Suis Jamais Alle – Yann Tiersen (from Amelie)

Conan/Shinichi: Green and Gray – Nickel Creek

Salmon: Submarine Song – Phantom Planet 

Akira:  C’mon C’mon – One Direction 

Sakura (Jane): Stars Dance – Selena Gomez

.. LOL <3

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5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.

UHM… let’s see… Aaron and I share our bday parties since his birthday is the day before mine, which makes things really convenient. The first “best birthday” that pops into my head was a couple of years ago when we made all of our friends go with us to the Dinosaur Museum… and then I think afterward, we went to my brother’s house to watch The Lion King 1 ½ and Jurassic Park on his projector because bluray versions of said movies were our presents to each other. 

Guys I really, really like Jurassic Park. 

8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

Thing I am most proud of… uhmmm… HMM. Well, once upon a time I had a web comic, and for two years straight I kept up with my weekly update. And then I got super busy doing con stuff and moving and… just sort of stopped doing it… … … I’m still proud of it! And I intend to get back to it. I’m redesigning the website right now, even… just a little bit every day~

14: Talk about a vacation.

OKAY SO THIS IS AMAZING BUT LIKE a couple of years ago this furry convention in ENGLAND invited me to come as a GUEST OF HONOUR and flew me out to London and I got to hang out with my Brit friends for a week and a half and teach all sorts of panels at this con about comics and writing and I drew nonstop and judged a dance contest and I sold so much stuff and we walked all over London and I ate crumpets and I got to sing the Beatles karaoke in a pub and – huff huff WHEEZE – it was amazing. 

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31: Talk about what you think death is like.

I like to believe in a sort of… karma/reincarnation thing because it’s totally rad. Where you die and you are like “Woah I’m back in the game room” and there are your friends and stuff and they’re plotting out their next lives like an RPing session and they’re like “hey it’s about time you showed up!” and you all high five and talk about the stuff that happened in your last life and then you get stuff ready and welcome your other friends when they come over and then BAM LET’S DO A NEW LIFE THIS WILL BE INTERESTING~ 

IDK what death is really like but I’m gonna go with that. 

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.

Depends on the reason why I’m sad. A lot of times I will make sad puppy eyes at my friends online, or browse tumblr hoping for some sort of spark. Other times I will lie on the floor and stare at the ceiling. Sometimes I will write destructive stories. Or draw sad things. Or cuddle my cats and cry. 

Usually it involves moping and hoping someone will notice me…??? 😐 

39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.

Goodness, there are a lot of things… One of them being that it doesn’t actually matter if I want to use the same attack over and over and over again in my pokemon games; the NPC trainers aren’t going to get mad at me for it. It would have saved me hours, probably.

…then again, I don’t think it would have been nearly as satisfying… 

40: Talk about the end of something in your life.

I went to university to become an animator, but I realized by the end of the 2nd semester that it was not going to work, which crushed my heart and soul. BUT… with Disney saying “no more traditional animation,” my arm’s tendinitis flipping the heck out, and my animation major friends routinely calling me crying because of deadlines and wanting to kill themselves, I guess it was for the best in the end. 

You can’t be a successful animator and a procrastinator, as it turns out. :S 

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2: Talk about your first kiss.

Okay, here is the ultra cheesy story. I was 17, just graduated from high school, and my then online boyfriend flew out to visit me. We’d been dating online for 2 years by that point, and we met in person – for the first time!!! – two days before our anniversary of becoming a couple. Anyway, picking him up at the airport, we were both super shy. 

And it stayed that way the whole trip UNTIL!!!! we went on our ePIC ROMANTIC DATE for our anniversary, and then I dropped him off at his hotel room after (and did NOT go in the room because that was so against the rules), and he hugged me to say goodbye and then just… touched my chin and tilted my head up and kissed me and it was ultra magical and I was shaking and my legs were weak and I buried my face against him and the asked if he could kiss me again and it was just – ahh <3 

We finally did say goodnight, though, and I went home all sorts of stupid happy. 

btw I married him 3 years later and we’ve been happily together ever since.

17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.

Oh gosh. Do they have to be a person living today? Because I would love to hang out with Mark Twain or Walt Disney and just like talk about all of the things. Or do you mean the qualifications that I look for in a friend? People who are passionate and understand that flaws do not make a person bad, they just make someone INTERESTING. 

IDK I make friends with most people that I meet because I love people usually… uhm… There are some people that I wish would notice me, sure, but I am way too shy to name names. 

18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.

My birthday is at the end of August – the 28th, specifically – and the cutoff date for the year is September 1st for schools in the area. So I just barely squeaked by and was the youngest of everyone in class. And because I freaking love dogs and horses and am totally demi and wasn’t with my typical age group talking about how hot guys were without their shirts on (omg why would you have a poster of that in your room ugh), my parents thought that I should be held back a year. Immaturity or something. 

Anyway, they gave me all of these tests to see if they could hold me back but alas, I was TOO SMART and the school board determined that it would be detrimental to make me retake 2nd grade so I continued to not relate to my peers for the rest of my school career. My friends were almost always either a lot younger or a lot older than I was… and I always had more male friends than female. SHRUGS. 

24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.

Once upon a time, I went to a week-long writing conference and was an author assistant and it was fantastic. Part of the time involved critiques, though, by said author and the classmates, and even I had to submit some writing. Most of the comments on my piece were very positive, but there was debate about whether it should be classified as YA or MG, given the story elements inherent in my outline. It was a good critique, but for some reason it dissolved into an argument amongst the class about whether I’d portrayed the male protagonist well enough (or if he seemed too girly), and finally one person said “Don’t listen to them; I think it’s fantastic and I would go buy a copy right now if I could, AND I’d want my son read it because the writing is so spot on.”

I mean, everyone’s comments were valid and they are certainly entitled to their own opinion, but that totally made my week.

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✾ – Why I chose my character.

Oh, goodness. Great question, Tintin! By the way, you are a super cutie in case you weren’t aware. I have really enjoyed following you and hearing of your exploits via Emi.

Let’s see.  Why did I choose Hakuba, of all characters, to play? 

Backstory: 

A few years ago, I met a girl whom I’ll call Clover through a mutual friend (hi Krista!) who invited her along to one of my Conan parties. Those are basically ‘eat curry, sushi, junkfood and cookies shaped like Conan’s head while marathonning the movies/arcs/specials/etc’ all day long. 

Clover and I hit it off and started to talk online, discovered we were both RPers, and had a mutual thirst for DCMK. It was her idea for me to start RPing as Conan, which I was hella nervous about because I’d really only RPed as OCs until that point. 

BUT, with a little brainstorming, we came up with this incredibly epic plot to resolve the series once and for all, and we divvied up the characters accordingly. She picked Kaito (her favorite) as her MC, and took on the task of writing Heiji, Kogoro, the Detective Boys, Ran, Chikage, Gin, some OCs, and various other side characters etc…  while I took on Conan/Shinichi, Yukiko, Yuusaku, Sonoko, Eri, Vermouth, Vodka, Akako, Aoko, Kazuha, aaaand… Hakuba. 

The fun part of the story was that Clover, like many people, didn’t like Hakuba to begin with because he’s not only an antagonist for KID (her favorite), but also one for Hattori Heiji (whom we all adore). But, since my introduction to him was a bit different (Sunset Mansion was my very first exposure to him, followed by Koushien, then the MK cases), I saw a very different character than perhaps others did, and took on the task of engineering him to be a character that you (hopefully) can’t help but fall for. 

Hakuba, to me, is very interesting because even though he’s one of the four Gosho Boys, he has very little exposure series-wise. He’s only in DC twice and only in MK a handful of times, and we know very little about his background. We do, however, know some very specific things canonically that allows us to extrapolate a LOT of possibilities.

As a writer developing a character, this is gold. 

Here’s what we do know:

  • He’s driven and determined with concrete goals (career)
  • He’s well on his way to achieving these goals (over 500 cases in Japan alone, Scotland Yard has worked with him before and wants to again)
  • He has personal motivations that are important to him (learning a criminal’s modus operandi
  • He’s good at billiards
  • Seems very comfortable with adults/professionals
  • Flirtatious and chivalrous with women he doesn’t see on his level (yes, he’s sexist — it’s part of his White Knight syndrome, which I’ll go into later)
  • Has relations with the media (TV, newspaper, probably magazines, an agent)
  • He’s a proficient austringer (if Watson is, indeed, a female Eurasian Sparrowhawk, he must be one of the youngest licensed hawkers in the UK— those birds are for advanced austringers only, and you can only become one if you pass all sorts of tests… those birds are only with you on a relationship of mutual trust; if he wasn’t good, she wouldn’t stay with him for a second)
  • His father is kindly toward him, but has no problems embarrassing him in front of others (there’s the whole issue of nepotism in Japan, and it’s got to be awkward to be the son of the Superintendent General)
  • He is frustrated by Nakamori-keibu not listening to him, but is quick to make sure that Conan’s voice is heard in both cases 
  • Keeps accurate time with his watch + excessive note taking
  • Has eidetic memory 
  • Has access to his grandfather’s laboratory + seems to know how to use it
  • Travels often (London, France, Japan at the very least)
  • Has a governess who drives a fancy sports car; it’s pretty clear that he comes from money. Wears fancy suits. His idea of ‘casual clothes’ is not wearing a tie and not buttoning his jacket. 

and so on…

All of these traits appeal to me because they’re interesting problems to have to deal with in terms of getting a profile down…

  • if he hunts with a hawk, he can’t be afraid of getting his hands dirty 
  • if he’s solved so many cases, he’s not going to be skittish around blood
  • if he’s been living in England for all of these years, there must be something going on between his parents – his dad is obviously Japanese, being the Superintendent General, so what of his mother?
  • does his meticulous time-keeping habits have anything to do with the problems sometimes inherent with having an eidetic memory?
  • If he openly flirts with girls/people  unlike the other Gosho Boys, what is his experience? Is it merely cultural difference? 
  • If he’s born on August 29th, that puts him right at the deadline for the school year in the UK. That makes him the youngest of his class, and potentially the youngest of the Gosho Boys if they’re all 17. Is he used to being the smallest/not taken seriously? 
  • If his mother is British and living in England, there’s a good chance that their family is at least somewhat religious. Incorporating that into his character would be a great contrast against the others, who have their own varying Eastern religious beliefs (and not). 
  • It also counteracts (and balances) the logical detective side with things of a spiritual nature, which honestly fits with a more idealized perspective aaaand scientific theory. Since he’s “proto-Shinichi” it makes sense to me to switch him to the other side of the coin. While Shinichi says “ghosts can’t exist because we can’t prove that they do,” Hakuba says “ghosts might exist because we can’t prove that they don’t.” In this way, he pairs well with Heiji because they’re both more on the superstitious side. 

So I start getting these ideas, and I’m getting really excited. There’s a ton of material that I can work with, here, all derived from canon extrapolations. 

  • If Watson trusts him, he’s probably very good with animals
    • I’ll make him an Animal Lover as part of his introvert/social awkwardness around his peers. He always deals better with critters than people, and that’s a soft spot. 
  • If he’s, say, Catholic, it would make sense to send him to a boarding school for part of the time in England, since they are well-off and he seems very prim and proper.
    • This allows me to make plenty of biblical references in posts and view the Japanese world from a Christian perspective (which works for me because I was raised Christian and I’m only sort of familiar with Japan, so this is a good vehicle for me to explore spirituality of differing types and the fallacies therein)
    • We can also work in a bit of painful backstory here because there have been several instances of child abuse at these boarding schools, which I think could be useful to drive Hakuba’s need for understanding motive. Why did this happen to us? Why would someone do this? Why would God allow it? Why did I allow it to go so long? 
    • This also gives him secrets to keep, which is fun in RP
    • …and also more cases solved in his past as well as potential future villains.
  • Working with Scotland Yard means that he’s had a lot of opportunity to learn policy/procedure and probably get a lot of really fantastic outside world perspectives. 
    • Shinichi got to travel a lot with his parents, it seems, so Hakuba is his natural counterpart in this sense. Kaito and Heiji, however, seem bound to Japan so far… which means bringing different experiences to the Gosho Boys as a whole.

…anyway, this is just an example of the process I’ve gone through to invent this character, but I guess you could say that I really love his type of character. That is, a young teenager trying to solve adult problems while struggling with a myriad of complications, many of them stemming from his own inexperience or miscalculation. I love that he has a TON of problems just because he is who he is, and he’s busily trying to solve them ALL by himself because he feels that he has to. 

Hakuba is a walking contradiction. But in him I see potential for a funny, sensitive character who is competent, merciful, and helps to round out the team with common sense, determination, and a gentle hand. 

…like really, I think he’s the only one of the Gosho boys that is a true pacifist, which is funny. 

I hope this sort of answers the question. I guess it’s just… I really relate to him in a lot of ways, and I think I can bring a lot of insight to his character, and in a way that will not make people hate him so much.

The END!

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