((*offers hugs and chocolate and puppies and sprinkles feel-better glitter on you*))

Thanks, guys. I’m sorry. Life has been really terrible lately and I just feel so lost and dumb and it’s all… just awful. And I don’t know if it’s the situation and all of the stress from other things or adjusting to meds or what, but I keep getting all bent out of shape over RP stuff and feeling like people want me gone or don’t really care and I mean, I know I do have friends that DO care… but then other people who claim to be my friends I just feel used by and not cared about? 

Just this huge drama… mess… and it’s all really stupid ugh… 

I just want to stay in bed and cry all the time, this really isn’t normal or okay. And I really hate feeling so paranoid. I doubt people are ignoring me on purpose. It’s dumb. I’m just having issues. 

I’m sorry for the whining. :/ 

I need cute happy things. or something.