{"id":6130,"date":"2012-05-27T10:17:00","date_gmt":"2012-05-27T10:17:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2012\/05\/27\/silent-as-stars-my-dad-died-one-year-ago-today\/"},"modified":"2018-12-04T08:23:00","modified_gmt":"2018-12-04T08:23:00","slug":"silent-as-stars-my-dad-died-one-year-ago-today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2012\/05\/27\/silent-as-stars-my-dad-died-one-year-ago-today\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-6130 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2012\/05\/27\/silent-as-stars-my-dad-died-one-year-ago-today\/attachment\/6131\/#main'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/tumblr_m4of9c7blD1qglc0do1_1280-150x150.png\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/tumblr_m4of9c7blD1qglc0do1_1280-150x150.png 150w, http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/05\/tumblr_m4of9c7blD1qglc0do1_1280-100x100.png 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p>Silent As Stars<\/p>\n<p>&ndash;<\/p>\n<p>My dad died one year ago today after a three year fight with cancer. I think about him every single day.<\/p>\n<p>I wonder how often Simba snuck off from Timon and Pumbaa in the middle of the night to stand on that cliff face, wishing <em>he<\/em> were home&hellip; looking for <em>his<\/em> father among the stars&hellip;. struggling with that pain and overwhelming feeling of being lost in an endless night.<\/p>\n<p><em>Home is an empty dream,\u00a0lost to the night. Father, I feel so alone.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Simba is \u00a9 Disney.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Silent As Stars &ndash; My dad died one year ago today after a three year fight with cancer. I think about him every single day. I wonder how often Simba snuck off from Timon and Pumbaa in the middle of the night to stand on that cliff face, wishing he were home&hellip; looking for his &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2012\/05\/27\/silent-as-stars-my-dad-died-one-year-ago-today\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[232,2762,26,792,2761,677,2760,2246],"class_list":["post-6130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-gallery","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-disney","tag-endless-night","tag-fanart","tag-lion","tag-mufasa","tag-simba","tag-the-lion-king","tag-tlk","post_format-post-format-gallery","without-featured-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6130"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6130\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6132,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6130\/revisions\/6132"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}