{"id":4182,"date":"2015-07-07T06:13:09","date_gmt":"2015-07-07T06:13:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2015\/07\/07\/wow-sorry-for-the-negativity-in-that-last-post\/"},"modified":"2015-07-07T06:13:09","modified_gmt":"2015-07-07T06:13:09","slug":"wow-sorry-for-the-negativity-in-that-last-post","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2015\/07\/07\/wow-sorry-for-the-negativity-in-that-last-post\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wow sorry for the negativity in that last post&hellip; I\u2019m just feeling <i>insanely<\/i>\u00a0discouraged right now. But I cried and then I finally ate and Aaron and my bro watched Jaws with me so I\u2019m feeling a little better. Everything is still super messed up and stressful, but I don\u2019t feel like jumping in front of a train at <i>this moment.<\/i>\u00a0Also I picked up more meds today so hopefully I can avoid thinking about that stuff soon.<\/p>\n<p>Ugh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wow sorry for the negativity in that last post&hellip; I\u2019m just feeling insanely\u00a0discouraged right now. But I cried and then I finally ate and Aaron and my bro watched Jaws with me so I\u2019m feeling a little better. Everything is still super messed up and stressful, but I don\u2019t feel like jumping in front of &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2015\/07\/07\/wow-sorry-for-the-negativity-in-that-last-post\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1230,1751,1752],"class_list":["post-4182","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-depressing","tag-suicide-mention","tag-tired","without-featured-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4182","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4182"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4182\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}