{"id":13886,"date":"2013-04-17T01:32:46","date_gmt":"2013-04-17T01:32:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2013\/04\/17\/above-n-below-average\/"},"modified":"2018-12-05T01:06:48","modified_gmt":"2018-12-05T01:06:48","slug":"above-n-below-average","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2013\/04\/17\/above-n-below-average\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-13886 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><dl class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<dt class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/2013\/04\/17\/above-n-below-average\/attachment\/13887\/#main'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" src=\"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tumblr_mb2oy3Gfbh1rxf7kgo1_500-150x150.gif\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tumblr_mb2oy3Gfbh1rxf7kgo1_500-150x150.gif 150w, http:\/\/archive.gabapple.com\/tumblr\/gabapple\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/tumblr_mb2oy3Gfbh1rxf7kgo1_500-100x100.gif 100w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/dt><\/dl>\n\t\t\t<br style='clear: both' \/>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/above-n-below-average.tumblr.com\/post\/46155956277\/imperfections-dont-define-you-untitled75236\">above-n-below-average<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/imperfections-dont-define-you.tumblr.com\/post\/37702891654\/untitled75236-dark-wond3rland-breezeh\">imperfections-dont-define-you<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/untitled75236.tumblr.com\/post\/37570343237\">untitled75236<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/dark-wond3rland.tumblr.com\/post\/37565701642\/breezeh-ski-nny-and-fra-gilee\">dark-wond3rland<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/breezeh.tumblr.com\/post\/34611841658\/ski-nny-and-fra-gilee-50shadesofsuicide\">breezeh<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/ski-nny-and-fra-gilee.tumblr.com\/post\/34550745505\/50shadesofsuicide-thats-what-depression-feels\">ski-nny-and-fra-gilee<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><a class=\"tumblr_blog\" href=\"http:\/\/50shadesofsuicide.tumblr.com\/post\/34548938676\/thats-what-depression-feels-like\">50shadesofsuicide<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>That\u2019s what depression feels like.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Oh god..<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>this is seriously the scariest thing i\u2019ve seen on this website omfg<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>it scares me that i can feel this picture\u2026<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Depression, eating disorders, paranoia\u2026all of it. This is how it feels.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Does anyone else notice the little trip when the third to last couple lights go out? I feel like she falls at the very end. That\u2019s when you\u2019re done. That\u2019s when whatever dark hold you have swallows you whole. That\u2019s when you can\u2019t fight anymore because you don\u2019t want to fight anymore simply because it takes too much effort to actually try to fight or better yet even <strong>want<\/strong> to try to fight. This is what it is, in a visual. That little trip? She stumbles. Fighting for recovery and then perhaps a small relapse. Whether it be a skipped meal, or a scratch on the skin, or a little puking, or anything in between. We all find that we can do it, stop whatever darkness, but sometimes it\u2019s too powerful to get ahead of. Sometimes, it gets too difficult.<\/p>\n<p>This is mental illness. Right here. All of it\u00a0summed\u00a0up.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>above-n-below-average: imperfections-dont-define-you: untitled75236: dark-wond3rland: breezeh: ski-nny-and-fra-gilee: 50shadesofsuicide: That\u2019s what depression feels like. Oh god.. this is seriously the scariest thing i\u2019ve seen on this website omfg it scares me that i can feel this picture\u2026 Depression, eating disorders, paranoia\u2026all of it. This is how it feels. 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